I had the most amazing weekend ever...

[blazedsubaru]

So last night I almost got in a fight with some random dude on the street. I wasn't mad really, I was just fucking around but then he called her a dumb bitch and I fuckin' lost it and pushed this dude to the ground and then my buddy pulled a knife on him it was hella ghetto lol.

[(weedguru)scarf]

dude... un cool... real un cool... punch him but dont pull a knife...

which one is she on your myspace?

[blazedsubaru]

I knew this was going to happen... I knew it.
Okay, so this girl is somewhat emotionally unstable. I thought she was doing better now, I let myself believe or pretend she was. She is not. She got bad again a couple days ago and is still in her bad place where she just sits around and "thinks" all day, won't talk to anyone, and all that. I feel so bad because I just made things worse for her.

So at least I had those two days? I dunno... I think I'm just gonna go take a shower and go to sleep here soon... I got some shit to think about.

[Jay212]

I almost feel like I know you from all the stuff I read over time.. trippy

[xNubletx]

I'm a little blitzed, but it seems to me that she is one of those, "Look but don't touch" kind of girls. Like, not being mean, but sometimes the one just isn't the one. And hopefully, you can help her through her problem.

[WeedGuru_Flow]

I had a girl like that a while ago, she was on anti-depressants and had a bad history of deaths in the family and her ex being an asshole. But me being the guy I am really wanted to help her get through all that but I just couldn't keep doing it.


I'm an optimist, I can put things in perspective and then go 'fuck that, i'm not letting it get to me' . So in a relationship I expect the same from my loved one, you know love is all about giving and taking, and I just wasn't getting anything back you know...

I'd try to keep her happy all the time but she was always down, no matter how good the weather was, or whatever I tried... So after a while she just said 'Look, I know you can't handle this anymore, and I'm sorry I really can't help it so I think it's best for us to just go our own way'

I was happy to oblige, I really didn't feel like fucking her up even more by breaking up with her and leaving here as a bigger emotional wreck.

SO my conclusion: no more females with severe emotional problems!


I like a girl that gives back as much as I give to her you know, it's gotta be something that comes from both sides.

[(weedguru)scarf]

I almost feel like I know you from all the stuff I read over time.. trippy

yeah some regulars u form a picture of what they are like

i dont know mate... its hard to comment without knowing her....

but sometimes people need help coming out of their dark places....

some never come out

im an optomist... i like to think its possible

[blazedsubaru]

Yeah, I know.
I went for the most amazing drive last night after all that. I headed up out in the backroads past all the farms and shit. I had my radar detector and knew the roads so I was flying through there as fast as I could (pretty damn fast with 320whp and 343wtq) and that cheered me up until it started raining.

I was on my way home and I got a call from this girl Ashlee about our friend's memorial service that was today. I really did not feel right going...idk. She was asking why I wasn't there and she was in tears. It kinda sucked.

Then I was at the grocery store picking up some stuff for the house when Miranda called me. All she said was "Wanna meet me and have a smoke?" so I met her at the library and we sat on the bench and smoked. She was a wreck. Her other friends were pissed at her because she called one of her friend's gf a whore because she's 15 going out with a guy that's 18 and fucking him. She's going to lose her waitress job because she yelled at a German couple today because she couldn't understand their order. Shit is just going bad for her right now. I just sat and listened and tried to make her feel better... At least this girl and I can still be friends. Nothing can change that.