The Worst Summer Of My Life.

[Intoxic]

I have taken the time (wich I obvioslly have too much of) to acctually calculated that I have spent (literally) 2% of my summer out-side. (why?! WHY?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!) What happend, was that my dad grounded me (i know that sounds so fucking lame but, he hits me so theres nothing i can do about it WHY AM I TELLING YOO THIS?) for coming home late one day froim being out-side (thats the 2%) I was 19 minuets late so he grounded me for 2 weeks, (i know, im sorry, i know) and then he caught me in the music room, wich he doesnt want me to go in because i got it a little messy, so he grounded me for another 2 weeks. And the same little shit has been going on over and over again all fucking summer long! Ive barelly smoked any weed at all. Luckilly, he's leaving for Las Vegas tommorow morning. I think hes gonna be there for like, 4 years doing a job (and prolly some whores) or something. So, i have to have a whole summer in 2 weeks. Oh well. uh huh huh huh, uh huh huh. uhhh, this sucks. uh huh huh huh.

[Tripped]

yeah, same here, i'm pretty sure this was the worst summer of my life, hope things work out for ya.

[boondox]

hit your dad back

[Guest]

yeah don't let your dad hit ya, call the bacon bitz.

[weedguru tom]

sounds liek he is groundin` you too keep you out of trouble, get some weights lifted man, build your self up and show your dad he cant push you around, the more you stick up for your self the better, will be hard to start with but dont worry, eveythin` will work out for the better, need to ever talk pm me or catch me on msn.

[Arik ^]

Arg, dont let your dad hit you! strait up get a knife and hold it to his neck. or just call the cops and get him fucked legaly.

This summer for me was umm well lets recap what main things happend.

* summer school
* No longer have a g/f
* learned alot about my self
* Hung out with friends when I got the chance
* PLayed alot of hackysack and skating and computer
* Saw a midget walking on the streets of corvallis
* Ate some food
* Dealed with alot of shit
* Passed my driving test


Hrmm that did not help me at all, I'm still alive and got everything under controll so I guess it was a great summer. Look forward to the future summers to come and what ever they may bring, good or bad.

[Shredd]

i, uh, well, didn't do anything

[Intoxic]

well, thats easy for yoo to tell me to hit him back. But when yoo have a dad thats been beating yoo all your life, it really tends to break your spirits and your courage. And I have got CPS over here before. After they left, my dad said, " I only have three children now, and you stay the fuck away from them!" He didnt really mean it. No matter how much I try to hate my dad, I never can because I know that he doesnt hate me. He loves me very much, hes just not very good at showing it. If I call CPS again, theyll take me and my siblings away from him, and deep down, I dont really want that to happen.

[Guest]

well, thats easy for yoo to tell me to hit him back. But when yoo have a dad thats been beating yoo all your life, it really tends to break your spirits and your courage. And I have got CPS over here before. After they left, my dad said, " I only have three children now, and you stay the fuck away from them!" He didnt really mean it. No matter how much I try to hate my dad, I never can because I know that he doesnt hate me. He loves me very much, hes just not very good at showing it. If I call CPS again, theyll take me and my siblings away from him, and deep down, I dont really want that to happen.

Hey. How old are you? Because my dad is really abusive too, I still live with him. I've never hit back and never had the nerve to call the cops (easier said than done) mostly because they've said they could deny it and I'd end up getting taken away too so I'm just trying to wait it out til I can leave. All I can say is that, it will get better. And you won't know yourself or how happy you can be until you are away from him and out of that situation. If ya ever need someone to relate to on this one, add me or pm me. laury_o@hotmail.com

edit. and child protective services don't really have feelings, and they don't look out for the child first in my opinion. I've had to deal with them and cops in all this shit when trying to run away from home and get away from my dad... it only makes it worse. Sadly. There really is no perfect help for anyone in this situation. Took me 13 years to realise that one. You just have to live through it, and hope that it makes you a better person in the end.

[weedguru tom]

i got beat down alot by my step dad when i was younger, this happernd alot, i know how you feel, just get some revenge, its a sweet feelin`.

[King Bong]

yeah my dad used to beat me and my brother and shit. he try to go for my bros neck once but since my brother is in heavy weight boxing my brother clocked him. he stopped hitting me after that but he still yells (a whole fuckin lot) and insults me. but hey 2 more years and im gonna be on the other side of the country.

dont worry man theres alot of people in the same boat as you

[DarkStoner]

I hit my dad back once. Was hiting me and called my gf (at the time) a fucking bitch. Gave him a heart attack, he didnt see it coming. Now we closer then ever. Older brother also but he stopped once he heard what happened to my dad my mom always told em that someday idd be bigger then both of em(not taller though ). she was right

After that I went into boxing for a while. My dad told me I had one hell of a left hook lol...

[Funk Doctor]

I never punched my dad, but then again, I never had to, we get along great.

My brother on the other hand... I stopped counting the times I socked him...