all that vodka? i did???

[El_Bristow]

warg, i feel like shit...

sunday i woke up on the floor of my room, a massive hangover. my room looked like a fucking tip, i was covered scrapes cuts n bruses feeling like i had just been hit by several cars. the last thing i remember from the night before was having quite a few glasses of this extra strong blue label vodka with my bro, theres a complete black out of what happened over the rest of the night. aparently between us we drunk the entire letre bottle of vodka, and based on eye witness accounts of the rest of that night, i cant fucking beleive whats happened. apparently i ended up going completely psycho and tried to kill everyone, including myself and had to be pined down by several people. if you heard half the things they told me i said, fucking hell, i cant beleive i would do this. "IL FUCKING KILL YOU ALL YA BASTARDS WHY WONT YOU LET ME DIE I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL" something along those lines

ive spent all of yesterday recovering, trying to clean up my room and appologising to my parents (who apparently i also tried to batter). i feel so fucking crappy, not just cause of the hangover, but im so fucking ashamed of what i did. ive been plastered/paraletic before, but never done anything this bad.

aparently my brother slept outside till 4 in the morning on the kirb outside the dr's surgery (fuck knows how he got there). he was trying to calm me down that night, but cause he drunk the other half of that bottle of vodka he just ended up making it a hell of a lot worse (aparently).

what a fucking mess.

warg, im gonna go wait for my brain to stop feeling like its melting and my body to stop shaking...

[13laze]

oh sorry to hear that man. Do you usually drink or was this your first time or somthing??? ummm maybe you shouldn't drink as much next time cuz even though alcohol's fun at times, it can make you do things without thinking clearly... hope your brother's ok try to drink less next time....unless this is gonna make you stop drinking

[Disraeli Gears]

Dude, unlucky. I know a guy who did a similar thing, 'cept he bonged nearly a whole bottle of smirnoff.. man he was fucked..running around swearing and stuff, with the look of a wild, ravaged animal in his eyes.

Yeah anyway, hope you patch things up with the folks your er threatened.

[herbal stu]

I done something similar. I drank half a bottle of vodka and half a bottle of bacardi mixed together straight right. I ended up groping one of my best girl friends! Totally out of character I'm usually a quiet guy when drunk and not round town! Turns out I also tried to kill myself with a knife but my best mate DJ Rar stopped me and to him I owe my life! I then forgot my jacket and shoes and on the way back I lost my temper so much I started hittin this brick wall broke 2 fingers and split my knuckles. I also scraped all the skin off of my right arm and when I got home my Dad opened the door for me to collapse into him unconcious and thats how I stayed for a whole day. woke up 2 days l8a and just headed straight for the bathroom where I proceeded to spew my guts lungs and brain out! and Was left with a terrible migraine couldnt look at the lights or anythin just stayed lay down for a further day and my Dad took me to the hospital fearing I had meningitis!

NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[stoner04]

i think when you drink your true feeling come out from before how you were feeling that day like if you wer in a great mood that day youll have a great time and if you had a bad or shitty day you might get real pissed ... i my self never got that drunk im too afraid... but one time i got really high and i had a real shitty day and i started cutting myself but my friend stopped me... lucky i had her

[El_Bristow]

13laze, im insulted! of course ive drunk before, im know round parts of haddenam for my capacity for jack daniels and weed

the only reason this happened is because of the strength of this vodka, by the time i had reached my limit i was too drunk to realise and carried on drinking

anyway thx for the posts people, specially stu. made me feel a lil better this morning to read, apart from the fact ive bruised my spine on the back of my neck and ive had a headache for 3 days now, cant lay down or rest my head without gettin sharp shootin pains... warg!

...and stoner04, you are probably right, ive have been feeling crappy. not a single one of my "friends" have called me in weeks, ive been broke for months, and the depression ive just started getting rid of is looming over my head ready to come out whenever i loose control. i used to cut myself, ive got a massive collage of pictures of blood leaking from my arms. i stopped doing that a long time ago out of realisation of what it's doing to the people arround me.

[zonked.]

ive been broke for months, and the depression ive just started getting rid of is looming over my head ready to come out whenever i loose control. i used to cut myself, ive got a massive collage of pictures of blood leaking from my arms. i stopped doing that a long time ago out of realisation of what it's doing to the people arround me.

everyone gets on stupid at times when they're drunk. i wouldn't get too upset over it if i were you. the people who were upset because of your behavior should understand that you weren't exactly sober so that will excuse you partially. it's just a hard time now, everything will blow over soon i'm sure. be careful though, don't do anything stupid hun! it worries me when people are upset like this, even if i never met them before

[zonked.]

in the meantime though, don't dare stop drinking because of this one incident! you, an experienced drinker, know the importance of agood drunk!
if you think you might pass your normal capacity, have a friend around (a close friend) that wouldknow when you have had enough to drink! sounds a bit stupid but believe it or not, friends know these things!

[WeedGuru_Flow]

amen to that!

when u have a close friend around you can rest asure that he/she will try keeping you from hurting your self or others, atleast thats what i do when im with my best friends, and thats what they do for me

god bonding is cool isnt it

HURAH TO FRIENDSHIP

[extremesister]

that reminds me about new year 2001, i was a party stonned and i sat next to this random guy and i drink 2/3 of a litre bottle of vodka and he drank the rest, he was telling me he knew how to put people in the recovery postiton when they were drunk. I later found him passed out infront of the toliet in the recovery postion.lol I carried on drinking i believe i drank myself sober as i started to drink some peach snappes straight it tasted like peach juice. I actually went to work at 12.00pm on new years day still totally pissed, almost falling asleep leaning on the lottery machine. good times.......

[Weedguru Cusmar]

lol, im gonna end up doin sumthin like that, but soo far 3 shots of vodka and a few cones gets me hella fukd

[flynn]

lol, im gonna end up doin sumthin like that, but soo far 3 shots of vodka and a few cones gets me hella fukd

HAHAHAHA!

[zonked.]

peach schnapps tastes like juice anyway:) but it's maddd

[djjj128]

lol, im gonna end up doin sumthin like that, but soo far 3 shots of vodka and a few cones gets me hella fukd

HAHAHAHA!

Not sure about the vodka part but 3 cones sure gets me stoned nicey! I've had more, once I had nine spliffs in a day on the park stoning with mates, by yeah anyway 3 cones does me very well...