she deserves so much more.....

[weedguru_animal]

the foundations of my relationship are crumbling,
dark clouds forming, i can hear thunder rumbling,
the mad debts and the weather,
a depressing search for reasons to stay together.

so much time to think,
about why i'm slipping and sliding on life's ice rink,
i cant find any grip,
a tap has been turned on, then off, but continues to drip,
as hope fades,
i was looking for hearts, but i got dealt spades.

i need a lift,
some kinda magic to try heal this rift,
cos i got love for her and she got love for me,
but still she longs for things to return to how they used to be.

why cant i give what used to flow like niagra?
i wish there was a kinda emotional IGNORAMOUS..
i got a loving lady always by my side,
whose distress at my malaise has become impossible to hide.

the savage state of my finances,
serious enough to affect even the most beautiful of romances,
im sinking while im thinking,
right back into my shell,
ive turned my back on heaven,
now i face my own personal hell,
but its not too late to turn,
my back on a world where flames eternally burn..

i have a problem with sharing,
consdier myself caring,
but have to start taking risks and be more daring...
cos im unable to distinguish between love and charity
destined to chase, then detest, any sense of parity.

first love, second love, im on my third,
wishing i could fly with the wings of a bird,
cos i cant find or give any kind of satisfaction,
part of me musta been injured and is still stuck in traction.

i cant trust my mind,
its fruitless following my heart.
i derss kinda casual,
youll never find me dressed smart.

so much i would change,
if i could turn back the clock,
but this is as possible,
as getting blood outta a rock.

i feel like theres something missing,
a reason why generally im begign but sometimes i resemble a cobra hissing.

why wont i let her in?
this behaviour is a sin.
cos she offers me so much;
love, warmth and a most tender touch.

but still i adopt this akward attitude,
feeling bad whenever ive been rude,
but i hear what shes saying,
if she doesnt get back what shes putting in then ill be the one paying,
for my fluctuating affections,
wavering attentions,
she deserves so much more,
of this i am sure..............

[Weedguru Sensei]

another masterpiece

[pirate]

[weedguru_animal]

cheers you two, for taking time to offer some praise. have a good night people.animal

[BUDA]

Sweet poem animal

peace out

[Sammy]

nicely done man

[weedguru_animal]

hey more thanks sending themselves to you2 people. happy toking,glad yous are liking the lines my mad mind is spitting out.
cheers
animal