09/08/04

[weedguru_animals queen]

Trying to catch my breath,
feeling my head caving in,
what's wrong with me? am i death?
so drained of life as though not living.

i sit unable to move as if volunteered paralysed,
whats wrong with me? am i that fucked in the head?
i feel nowhere close to paradise,
has my heart gone completely dead?

i cant sit and take a deep breath,
panic attack inside but sadly crying outside,

i feel that i can't feel love,
why and where has it gone?
have been removed from my protective glove,
drainned my body and soul has been done.

I have so much love for you,
i could die and you would still feel it,
Is there a reason for me to you?
I always thought i had a perpose or something like it,
but now i stand on the edge, and wonder if i should just walk back,
in a lonely place, but atleast not black.