Indecisivness, maybe even not that

[Ikku]

Sickkid, you have to be 18 to be a waiter.

[sickkid90]

o ya i know that, its only a year and a half away thoutght! i can live being a host or like bus boy type person, as long as im getting money you know?

[CaNuCk]

Only boring people get bored..

[President Beavis]

man, i spend a lot of my free time just thinking about shit. When I'm not thinking I play guitar and write. other then that its just work and sometimes get a little intoxicated. It sounds pretty boring but i wouldnt say im way too bored.

to the guy who said "only boring people get bored"

That's close enough to the real story, even just looking through old pictures or filing your nails (just an example i clip mine lawl) all day or something can be kindof fun with a good mindset.

[Dank]

I think that a posible solution would be spend time researching and learning about any new activity you are interested in before going out and spending money on it. Listen, you have got an internet connection, and therefore the world at your finger tips. You can learn a great deal about just about anything on the net. So you like paintball? Join a paint ball forum and learn all there is to learn about it. Then, with your head full of paintballing knowledge, talk and teach you family. Show them that you are dedicated to it. If they see that you really know what you are talking about and care, they will listen more closely. Knowlege first, buy later. You seem to be so impusive and change your mind so quickly, that it is no wonder why you have such a hard time getting your folks to take your interests seriously.