There are two of them...

[(weedguru)scarf]

have you made a decision yet mate?

[AbbyRoad]

have you made a decision yet mate?

[weedguru_animal]

I love the visual pictures you put into your words animal, makes reading your posts fun. I think you'd make a great writer, have you ever done any before?

A small, meaningful handful of folks, have said the same thing before, mate...And yes, I AM a poet. I AM a writer...but what i do with this...instinctive tendency to show myself, in words, if that is all available, is a separate question entirely...for I meet my closest peoples' for ACTION on this score, with intelligently contrived defences of defiance, which invariably revolve around this:

I despise MOSt humans...so why the fuck do I want to compromise myself to have what I despise, financially value me????

The best answer I can come up with, to that question is...'So i can earn gold nuggets, then start to pay righteous rugged rough justice artists, to help put my desires, to cull the rise of The New Dumb...'

[pkkupo]

have you made a decision yet mate?

Yes, indeed. I finally have. I've decided If my jobless roomie finds a job before the first of august, I will stay. If he does not, ( and I have already informed them both of this, and they took it more or less in stride, thankfully) I will find a studio nearby or closer to my school which is closer to downtown... Surprisingly, some smaller studios are quite affordable, even in the more well-to-do neighborhoods. Thanks for the advice and input guys. I carefully read all your posts, and with sincerity, It's appreciated.

[AbbyRoad]

its good to hear that you have made a decision and formulated a plan
A+

[pkkupo]

Cheers Stabbo. But I'd call it more of a B- plan, though I'm happy enough with it. Found a nice studio today for under $500. Small, but right by my school and in an interesting neighborhood. Hopeful...

[Mate]

wow. a whole month ??
if it was about me. i would've let 1 week man. i hate when i'm stuck to pay for other people.
at least they could clean the whole fuckin place. you pay for them. Anyway.

I live mostly alone now.. not even with my girlfriend - she passes by and sleep home sometimes. but i where i actually am in my life, I really prefer being alone, in my things and in my stuff. I decide what i do in my place and what it will look like. i pay for my OWN stuff and no one steals it.

personally best move i've done yet in my life.

altho - i'm someone that is really comfortable with himself.
i can be alone for a long time and it will not bother me, as long as i have something constructive to do (reading, studying chess, listening to music, cleaning the place)
i will just lack female company after 3 days being alone...

but yea -i will definitly never live with other guys again in my life.
maybe i'm too girly/fancy - but i like clean places that smells good and look good.
and 80% of guys are TOUGH AND ROUGH and they don't care.

i personally hate to live in shit.

[pkkupo]

My sentiments exactly, brother. I'm way to girly/fancy to tolerate dudes. Guys are gross. If I get lonely, I have friends I can call. I don't need, or even want, constant human interaction... And I'd really prefer to only be responsible for my own shit...

[AbbyRoad]

i lived with a horrible dude room mate for a couple of months. and it almost killed me mentally. it was just so draining to be around such a pathetic mess of a person. (and i mean mess, as in MESSY and his life was a mess)
i didnt know how bad it actually was for me, until i started experimenting with MDMA. whenever i was near this guy i felt utterly horrible. and could not stand to be near him at all. i had to be in another floor of the house at all times. or i felt his negative energy patterns.