The future's not looking so bright

Ikku · Post by **Ikku** » Thu Jul 05, 2007 7:04 am

I got caught about a month ago, and I spent that month slowly gaining trust back, and then all of the sudden I start getting caught left and right again. I got caught hanging out with people I wasn't supposed to be hanging with, I got caught smoking in the yard and then in the bathroom.

Last night I snuck out with a buddy and we sat in an empty house (friend who's on vacation) stoned out of our skulls watching some Japanese movie on Spike, laughing our asses off and having a great time. It was really one of the best nights of my life. Then today we were planning on doing it again but we couldn't find weed anywhere, but then as luck would have it I found someone with a dime (they were selling it for $15 but whatever) and so it was back on. As soon as I leave my house my brother calls (if you recall he's a narc) but since I've been caught so much recently he said he didn't care anymore and wasn't going to say anything. Then in the middle of smoking my mom calls, my bro didn't tell her but apparently my dad called and it woke her up and she went to check on me.

I didn't get in much trouble any of these times I've been caught in the last week or so, but my dad's coming home next week and I'm almost certain that I'll be in for it. I put this in Guru Council but I'm not sure if any advice is going to help at this point, but please share your thoughts.

Post by **WeedGuru_Flow** » Thu Jul 05, 2007 9:37 am

I'd just enjoy myself until my dad returns and then just get ready for what ever is going to happen. It's not like any of us can give you this magic tip that will make it all go away. Try to talk yourself out of it a bit but confess some things etc, give or take kinda situation.

swanee89 · Post by **swanee89** » Thu Jul 05, 2007 2:56 pm

damn, i dont have any insight for you but i did watch that funky ass movie last night on spike. samurais, or something like that, really fuckin weird.

best i can say is try to be a little more discrete. like come up with excuses to get out of the house or get a job. that way you could say your working but really get stoned all day :p

Jay212 · Post by **Jay212** » Thu Jul 05, 2007 4:39 pm

I can just imagine, your dad probably has this mentality built up in his head now that you're going down the wrong path and doing all these drugs and so on. I honestly don't think there's anything you can say. You just have to show him in time when he gets back, that you aren't as bad as you might have been made out to be.

Ikku · Post by **Ikku** » Thu Jul 05, 2007 8:00 pm

swanee89 wrote: best i can say is try to be a little more discrete. like come up with excuses to get out of the house or get a job. that way you could say your working but really get stoned all day :p

I already have a job, and that's how I got caught way back in the first place, I told them I was at work late when I actually got off early, they ended up calling my job place and asking the manager who told them I left early.

Anyway getting out of the house is extremely hard, my mom follows me half the time to make sure I'm going where I said I was going. Got caught a couple times in a lie. And yeah my dad definitely has it in his mind that I'm turning into a no good drug addicted loser, and my dad's seen a lot of shit. I think he's just really afraid that I'll end up in jail, he's been there a few times himself. I'm smarter than my dad (and I'm sure he knows it) and I don't think I'll end up like that, when I turn 18 I'm definitely moving to a decriminalized state with no jail time for weed.

I don't know if I should try to convince my dad that I can handle it or if I should try to hide it.

Ikku · Post by **Ikku** » Sat Jul 07, 2007 9:05 am

Well I just got through talking with a friend and no matter what happens with my parents, we're going to visit Holland next summer. It might be the last time we hang out (and this is my best friend of like 6 years) before college, and so we've decided to save up from our jobs over the next year or so so that we have plenty of money to spend a good week there. It will be the best week ever. Might sound like some crazy dumb teenager idea but I think it will work, by then my parents can't really tell me what to do, and money's not much of an issue, I can probably save up enough money in the next few months, but I'll be working all year between now and then. This is the same friend I've been sneaking out and hanging out with.

If nothing else, I've given myself something to look forward to. Nothing my parents take away from me can stop me from having the best summer of my life next year. I hope this all works out.

President Beavis · Post by **President Beavis** » Sat Jul 07, 2007 9:30 am

Honesly man, stop doing so many drugs. Like I see you talkin about DXM all the time lately and sometimes coke and when you're really into shit it's extremely hard not to get caught because there really is a glaring problem in you're lifestyle.

That's the impression I get anyways, and I acn really relate because I'm fucked all the time too. Matter of fact I'mdrunk right now, but it does all catch up with you after a while and you get in shit.

And all this "it may just sound like a dumb teenager idea" is just that. It is NOT that simple at all man. It just doesnt happen even if u do save up an apparant "fuckload" of money. Since you're talking about all the money saving in future tense I can guarantee you won't save up as money as you think you will nyway.

I think u need to cut back some, and so do I i've been fucked for quite while lol.

Jay212 · Post by **Jay212** » Sat Jul 07, 2007 5:37 pm

I personally think if he really wants to do it, then he can. Just because you read some shit that he posted on a website doesn't mean you know him. I've been a member of this website for 1 or 2 years now and I bet not one single person can even come close to knowing me or how I work. Ikku has been here longer than me, but even that doesn't compare to actually knowing somebody. He may or may not be able to save up enough for the trip, but those types of comments should be made by the people closest to him who know how he operates, otherwise it's basically just shit talking.

Ikku · Post by **Ikku** » Sat Jul 07, 2007 6:34 pm

I only started working a few months ago and I already have way more money than I know what to do with. I guarantee you that money is a non-issue, especially giving me a year. And even if it doesn't work out, I probably will have saved enough money by next summer to at least throw a huge ass party. So let me at least try this out, okay?

And about the drugs, I actually probably will be cutting back. At least with DXM and coke because I do those way too much. I don't drink and I think that's a big plus in my book because alcohol fucks you up majorly, especially if you do it a lot. I've already got coke down to a once in a while thing and I may cut it out completely, but I can't tell for sure. And I'm not gonna stop smoking weed.

swanee89 · Post by **swanee89** » Sat Jul 07, 2007 8:39 pm

gonna fly us all in for your party?

President Beavis · Post by **President Beavis** » Sat Jul 07, 2007 10:00 pm

Jay212 wrote:I personally think if he really wants to do it, then he can. Just because you read some shit that he posted on a website doesn't mean you know him. I've been a member of this website for 1 or 2 years now and I bet not one single person can even come close to knowing me or how I work. Ikku has been here longer than me, but even that doesn't compare to actually knowing somebody. He may or may not be able to save up enough for the trip, but those types of comments should be made by the people closest to him who know how he operates, otherwise it's basically just shit talking.

Well yeah man I don't know a hell of a lot but it's all I have to work with so take it or leave it, it's pretty easy to just not take the advice if I'm really so far off.

Plus I was wasted, not a good excuse at all but I haven't even re-read the post yet.

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