my mother (or lack there of)

[Gustave420]

First off let me say that i met my mother for the first time when i was 18. i also met my twin sister (which every one FUcking forgot to tell me about, but im over that) any ways, she never wants to see me, or talk to me. Then somtimes she suddenly wants to see me, and then she doesn't. now i know she's not bi polar, nor is she scitzo or anything like that (the problem is money is all she cares about) but hell im her oldest child and the only boy out of all my sibling (i have, or had 3, 2 still alive). now i don't know her but i love her very much, and my sisters, al i want is to be a part of her life maybe every month or so, go out to dinner with her have a conversation, because right now (and for the past 6 months, the only time i have hears her voice is the answering machine). She may hate me, or despise me, but damn i would rather her tell me that, than hoping and wondering, i can't really expect any help here but i just had to get that off my chest, thanx

[PuffPuffGive]

Some people just arnt worth your time man, you sound like your doing just about everything you can short of breaking the law, its fucked up but your 18 and theres really nothing making her see you or be part of your life. You cant choose your family members, thats why we have friends.

Cheers

[Gustave420]

i was 18 4 years ago ,but i just need to know if she hates me.

[PuffPuffGive]

Dude if shes hasnt tried to communicate since that one solitary meeting, you should probably think about moving on with your life. If you get stuckin in the past theres no hope for a future.

Cheers

[Anti-FlagPUNK]

totally

[captainMorton]

bummer man

[Gustave420]

well.... ah fuck it man