Y'know what's really weird?
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Y'know what's really weird?
Those who know me here know that I am a dedicated weed smoker and have been for quite some time. I never smoked massive quantities. I'd smoke an average of 1 or 2 grams per day with more being smoked on my days off work. I didn't really keep track but I'd say I smoked daily for around 2 or 3 years.
One day I smoked a joint as usual and I didn't enjoy my high very much. I felt really panicked, my heart rate was really high, and I just couldn't settle down. I had to lay in bed and close my eyes and think good thoughts. I had to keep telling myself that I was only high and to enjoy my trip...but I couldn't. I didn't puke or freak out or anything. Eventually my high subsided and I fell asleep and returned to my normal "not high" self.
Ever since that somewhat bad trip, I haven't smoked much weed at all. This all happened about 2 weeks ago. Even now when I have a great opportunity to get high with no worries at all, I don't feel like smoking. I've had 4 joints rolled for at least a week and I still haven't touched them.
I don't really understand what happened to me. Now when I think about having a toke, I don't get my usual feelings of, "Oh man, getting high is going to be so amazing!" I keep thinking, "Oh shit. I want to toke but what if I have the same shitty experience of really disliking my high?"
The only plus side to this whole situation is that I'm not spending money on weed anymore. I've had the same stash of weed for almost a month now, when normally it would have been gone 3 weeks ago.
Maybe it's my body and mind telling me it's time to take a small break from toking? Has anyone else felt this way before? I miss getting high...and it's so strange to have the means to get high within my grasp but no real urge to smoke. Am I considered stranger than normal?
One day I smoked a joint as usual and I didn't enjoy my high very much. I felt really panicked, my heart rate was really high, and I just couldn't settle down. I had to lay in bed and close my eyes and think good thoughts. I had to keep telling myself that I was only high and to enjoy my trip...but I couldn't. I didn't puke or freak out or anything. Eventually my high subsided and I fell asleep and returned to my normal "not high" self.
Ever since that somewhat bad trip, I haven't smoked much weed at all. This all happened about 2 weeks ago. Even now when I have a great opportunity to get high with no worries at all, I don't feel like smoking. I've had 4 joints rolled for at least a week and I still haven't touched them.
I don't really understand what happened to me. Now when I think about having a toke, I don't get my usual feelings of, "Oh man, getting high is going to be so amazing!" I keep thinking, "Oh shit. I want to toke but what if I have the same shitty experience of really disliking my high?"
The only plus side to this whole situation is that I'm not spending money on weed anymore. I've had the same stash of weed for almost a month now, when normally it would have been gone 3 weeks ago.
Maybe it's my body and mind telling me it's time to take a small break from toking? Has anyone else felt this way before? I miss getting high...and it's so strange to have the means to get high within my grasp but no real urge to smoke. Am I considered stranger than normal?

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sure take a little break then. I took a break a while back and then when i got back into it i was like doing it for the first few times again. Makes you enjoy it more. It's like, being on survivor and not having your fav food then getting to eat it. It's like wow.
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I've had that a few times. What makes me wanna smoke more is finding a new connect...and when you smell that amazing hazey in the bag...you become anxious to smoke. I think that you're just so used to it, it's not rewarding in your head...such as your brain dumping dopamine to congratulate you. Instead of joints or blunts, do straight up bong rips. It's refreshing, gets you so ripped. Chill with your best friends that never kill your high, go out for a blunt ride...that usually helps me.
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I think I outdid myself on newyears, I smoked 30 joints that day and my guts are aching like hell right now, really really bad, and the strange part is that everytime I take a drag from a joint the aching gets badder :/
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sounds like a mild whitey to me (severe is pukin, lol, and i even some guys actualy look white as a sheet...)
anyway, u can take a break if u want, but i think its just ur slightly worried about that happenin again.
for me, those happen very rarely, and can b brought on by the smallest things, like being slightly more stressed than usual, or exhausted
i would givit a good try again, so long as u can control yourself init u got no worries, it will end like all other things
hope ye get passed this mate, take care
anyway, u can take a break if u want, but i think its just ur slightly worried about that happenin again.
for me, those happen very rarely, and can b brought on by the smallest things, like being slightly more stressed than usual, or exhausted
i would givit a good try again, so long as u can control yourself init u got no worries, it will end like all other things
hope ye get passed this mate, take care
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Damn i swear i had this exact thing happen to me a few years back. It was when i was just starting to smoke and i think this guy put hash oil in with the weed or something and i had no idea. But i was freaking out with my heartbeat and everything was moving slow as if looking at a strobe light or some shit. I didnt smoke for like 6+ months but since then... i have been smoking almost daily.
I guess the moral of the story is that you should smoke up because it will not happen to you.
I guess the moral of the story is that you should smoke up because it will not happen to you.
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Ahh man you shouldn't force yourself to smoke if you don't think you are going to enjoy it, that's just going to cause you a bunch of unnecessary mental stress. It's good to do what you already were doing, when you start up again, start nice and slow, maybe only take a few hits the first time, then if all goes well take a couple more the next night, etc. Everyone gets a bad high once in awhile, actually I had one on christmas eve, fuckin pissed me off too, I was at a party n couldn't move because my stomach was killing me and I was really paranoid about puking if I stood up. So I sat there and was paranoid for a couple hours, till I sobered up. Then I got drunk and high and all was well. But man, the beginning of that night was a son of a bitch, no kidding.
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It happens quite often to me, i just am not worried about getting high cause the first time it happend i just didnt think anything of it and got high again the next night. So when it happend a second time i knew if i got high again it would most likely be fine. Wish ya luck man. 
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