i have taken a vow of silence

Kaynoq · Post by **Kaynoq** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 5:08 pm

i will only talk online, and if somebody really needs to ask me something i have my trust pad of paper and my pen

my reasons for doing this are many, and complicated, and complicated

i may also quit weed for a while, i havent thought about that yet

Post by **WeedGuru_Flow** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 5:09 pm

okay

how bout trying to explain it to us stoners anyway?

Certified-Nutter · Post by **Certified-Nutter** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 5:15 pm

ye u've caught my curiosity, how long isit for aswell?

Kaynoq · Post by **Kaynoq** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 5:53 pm

i will stay silent for a minimum of 1 year

i have certain goals and whatnot that i am hoping to reach in that amount of time

i dont know how to explain it completely...but my life is a big rotating circle of sorrow and sin created by myself and certain people around me, and the vow will keep me from exposing more pain to the world around me, and allow me to focus on destroying the evil part of myself, which is also the part of me that tells myself i am garbage and keeps me from being successful at anything and everything in my life

i will be spending a lot of time with myself, and hopefully i will be able to go into a deep meditation

so far nobody is taking me seriously, and my best friend has taken it as a thing against her and is now not speaking to me

all part of the process

Certified-Nutter · Post by **Certified-Nutter** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 6:04 pm

so u not gna even talk, or exercise ur voice when no1's around? not even gna laugh

i can imagine supressin a good giggle will b torture

btw, deep meditation Really hard to attain, i been trying for years... then i stopped cos i realised the idea of it scared the shit outta me, lol
well, whateva u feel u need to do, tis gna b hard chatting up girls. :p
(sorry i had to say it)
good luck then, ye can still type to us lot, haha

Post by **WeedGuru_Flow** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 6:43 pm

how 'bout school? YOu gotta speak up in classes sometimes right

Dakine · Post by **Dakine** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 7:46 pm

Are you on the path to self righteosness? There is some hindu passage in my handy srimad bhagavatam about it, but im too lazy to find the page atm.

hubcap · Post by **hubcap** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 8:50 pm

I contemplated this, not seriously but whilst i was high, but then i realised it would be so hard to just buy shit, such hassle just to get some rizla or just a drink. I might try it for like a week or something, just for fun.

dr.Spock · Post by **dr.Spock** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 9:18 pm

you can't throw your life away standing still

Dakine · Post by **Dakine** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 9:30 pm

Yes he can.

Dakine · Post by **Dakine** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 9:30 pm

Yes he can.

SpRi7e · Post by **SpRi7e** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 9:37 pm

so your not gonna speak for a whole year? I can't go a day without talking to someone or to other people.

dr.Spock · Post by **dr.Spock** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 10:07 pm

dr.Spock wrote:you can't throw your life away standing still

rofl wtf am i talking about of course u can

Post by **cutthecashflow** » Wed Jan 03, 2007 11:57 pm

While your at it why not join a monestary, shave your head, worship Budah, and remain celibate....

Best of luck man I hope whatever spiritual endeavor it is that you are choosing leads to the greatest of enlightenment for you.

Kaynoq · Post by **Kaynoq** » Thu Jan 04, 2007 1:49 am

i made it through the first day

actually while i was playing saints row i got busted and whispered "fuck", but nobody was around

i noticed that my family and friends forget about me when they dont see me or hear about me for a while, so today I didn't really have to deal with anybody, but theyll eventually remember that i exist and come checking to see if i died...

night everyone

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