pissed off..

[Jay212]

Need to vent so im posing some shit.

First off, this girl i wanted to chill with since I haven't seen her for a while and we were really good friends before(we "went out" for about a year), either forgot about me or just blew me off. 2 days ago she tells me she has an important questions she wants to ask me but she left it as a message on msn because I wasnt here at the time, so she tells me that she needs to talk to me etc. I dont really think anything of it so i dont bother calling her or anything, then the next day I come home from work and check my phone messages and sure enough, she called me from her moms house, which means something is really fuckin off because she didnt want me and her family to come in contact because of some shit that happened between me and her brother, which i wont get into and she was kicked out of her moms house. So anyways I head downstairs to my room and check my msn messages and she tells me to call her moms house when i get home, right away. So i call and shes not there so her mom tells me to call her cell phone so i call and her cell phone was being a dick and ringing once and a half, then "acting" like it was turned off. I tried calling 3 different times during the night and it did this everytime. I still haven't eveeeeeeeeen talked to her yet so I don't know what she wanted to tell me so bad. You can probably understand how I feel when I say that this could be a really fucking good thing, but no matter how hard I try to get intouch with the bitch I get some stupid ass obsticle in the way. If she wanted to talk to me so bad and it just turns out something fuckin ridiculous like she found my knife or something(its the knife i use for cutting weed and shit, which i really miss) I'll be a little disappointed, but at lest i wouldnt be thinking so god dam hard and concentrating on it all day at work, when i could really be working semi-peacefuly.

Second: I busted my ipod that I just bought. 400$ down the drain. I tried returning it to the store but they'll only give me store credit and I don't want that because they have no other ipods in so they're fucking useless. I'm going to just call apple and see if they can fix it with no charge since i didn't buy any warranty and i havent checked if theres some kind of warranty on it by default.

third: I've been going to work all week with absolutly no food, with the exception of a single hot dog in the morning, on monday only. Aside from that, I've been starving my dick off for the past week and I only got a 60$ paycheque this week since I wasn't in work because of problems at work. I owe someone 40$ so there's only 20$ left which isn't even enough for fucking weed for 2 more weeks. This other guy owes me 40 aswell, but hes a stupid bitch and wont pay me until hes done paying his car off so Im going to have to do something about that since its my only way to pay off my bill at work so I can eat for hte next 2 weeks.

All in all, I'm so stressed out right now its unbelievable. I'm probably just going to smoke the rest of the day away to calm me down.. then there's a party tomorrow, which is really fucking inconvenient since i have work on friday. Anyways, free alcohol and weed so hopefully I feel a bit better after that.

wish i could invite everyone over for a smoke out right fuckin now. peace.

Oh, and did i mention my god dam weedplant died today also?

[donald]

shame about the weedplant

[wgToonces]

nice story man. im feelin ur pain.

[Weedguru_Falkon]

Shitty, dude. I feel for ya. I have days like that occasionally. Good luck man, and hope everything works out.

[wizz]

Ya man, stay up.. just wait for ipods to get in, dont think about your ex.. and make some money to eat and not spend on weed :p and i hope your ex isnt pregnant haha

[Jay212]

she was, but it "stopped" by itself. That sucks, but im also way too young so i dont know what to think about it. It makes me wonder.

Yesterday wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I smoked weed, out of nowhere this girl calls me and tells me shes biking over to my place with a friend, we go smoke some more weed, come back to my place and they try to have a 3some. If i wasnt in my parents house with my parents home I probably would have done it too. Its still all good knowing i can get it when i want though. pleace.

[Gorecore]

Sigh...oh the troubles of today's youth.

I dunno how old you are Jay but believe me, if you think your life is shit because of a girl, a broken Ipod and a dead plant then you're in a world of hurt later on in life.

I'd go into details about my sorrid life...but it's too depressing to type and even more depressing for someone to read.

[Jay212]

I'm 17. I don't really care about the girl problem. I would much rather spend my life without a girlfriend/wife because people always drift apart, no matter how good it is at the start. All I want is a quicky every now and then.

The ipod is definately a fucking shame. I spent 2 and a half weeks of work to buy the piece of shit and I don't care what anyone says. 400 is a lot of money when you are used to having 20$ a week.

The plant is also a bitch too because that was supposed to be my source of income when I started going back to school. I'll probably get a few more seeds tonight though so its all good.

It's all probably just the heat and work gettin to me though...

Also, I might still be young but that doesnt mean i havent had a depressing life. I would make a list but I would rather tell someone who cares.

[wizz]

Ya i hear ya man, im 17 also, i was working at a bank full time during the summer then when school came i would work easy shifts but it would be practically everyday.. and i bought a computer with my money for 650$ and then it got fucked up cause my dad nocked it over... but i quit my job and really regret it now... the money was awesome and i didnt look at that i just looked at what i could be doing when im not working.. smoking and drinking :\ which is really dumb. but stick in there man, the ying yang works its magic

[Jay212]

Just a lttle update. My plant isn't dead, it just decided it wanted to stop growing for 2 days. It still has it's 2 brown spots on it because of the shit that happened to it but it's marijuana looking leaves are starting to appear from the middle of the sprout.