Wasn't sure where to put this, but, death...

[Eugene]

Well, recently I've had two people in my life pass. My Senior year of high school English teacher, Robert Holmes died of cancer at 28 years old, and a friend here at school that lived on my floor passed. Both this past week. Mr. Holmes passed during surgery, he survived cancer once, got it again and died on the table, and my friend Greg lives in florida died in a car accident. Don't know, just felt like gettin it out there.

[Stoner_Magick]

Well damn... your life seems to be going in the same direction as mine. If you'd like to talk about it, go ahead and send me a messege. I dont usually like talking about things going on in my life, so I'll understand if you dont want to

[Dr. Greenthumb]

It's always tough when people in your life pass. I just heard today from a friend of mine that his kid died in a shooting. The kid was at a baseball game and went to get something out of his car and somebody shot and robbed him in the parking lot.

This world is a crazy place and death is all around. You come from the earth and you return to it sooner or later, from dust to dust. I don't know what kind of religious beliefs you may hold but I've always believed that you will see your loved ones again one day.

I dont think it needs to be said but IM me if you ever need to get something off your chest.

[Baybee]

Awww, Thats tough! I'm sorry to hear that. Are you Ok?

[Eugene]

Yeah I'm fine, I just found it really strange that two within the same week, and, I don't know, whatever. lol

[Baybee]

God thats tough, I couldnt imagine! Where you and Greg close? I've never lost anyone close to me before.. Must be hard..

[Eugene]

We weren't that close, he lived on my floor in my dorm building, so we knew eachother and we would chill from time to time. I Was a lot closer to the teacher from High School though.

[PuffPuffGive]

Yeah, I know what You mean magick because Ive lost somone really close and I dont ever like talking about it... its like because I dont want people to feel bad for me or something no thats probably not it, its hard to describe because I could talk to it with people I dont know or who Ill never really meet but person to person I could never talk about it... I dont really know but ever since my mom passed away 3 years ago Ive taken an approach to life that probably isnt healthy (and I know that) but if theres a problem 1st Ill try to fix it and if I cant fix it I pretty much just forget about it you know I just pretend it never happend and dont ever worry about it? I just ignore it until it either fixes itself or everyone else forgets about it too. (Im not talking about little things like school work, Im talking about deaths in the family or getting arrested or something like that) So its weird because in the past 3 years Ive never really talked to anyone about it like not even my own family whenever its brought up I just block it out and answer in nods not really paying attention.... sorry I dont know if Im making much sense right now its kind of weird telling you all this.

[Dr. Greenthumb]

I understand what your saying I feel the same way. My dad died when I was 8 years old and I took it pretty hard. I never really made peace with it just kept going. Now its gotten to the point where I'm not sure how to make peace with it but I have problems talking to people about it in person, I tighten up and feel uncomfortable.

[weedguru tom]

if you supress feelings,they come out one way or another, if anyone wants to chat MSn me, im here to help, this is my way of supressing my problems, helping other people. it really helps.

[weedguru tom]

this is my way of dealing with my problems, helping other people. it really helps.