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When i first started smoking weed ii was doing it daily! I loved it, the summer of Sophmore year was the best ever and i was smoking mad dank bud with my friends just chillin. Then the summer started to end and weed was doing something \different to me, i started seeing people as animals. Yes, fucked up. Not totally like i see a cow but i started to realize people are just carbon and shit and we arent anything special, ive been prettty depressed and everytime i smoke i get really scared and it feels like my life keeps repeating and im never going to die but at hte same time im dying. Ive been depressed since then, does this happen to other people? Its been 3 months since i ate brownies! i drink sometimes.
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that sounds twisted but you cant be sure if its the weed or your head. try laying off the weed for an extended amount of time, lay off the drinking to that cant be helping. And if possible seek some professional help
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I would say consult your GP as they will be able to give you a solid opinion. Hypocratic oath means you can tell them anything you want.
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thats pretty fucked up. id advise stopping smoking for another month or so then try it again and see how things go
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thats creepy, i see people as greedy savages that try to steal my weed wen im the one smoking them out
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o man that always happens to me...i always see a certain person based on their looks that they resemble a certain animal...its like some of us were monkeys but some were like squirells and shit...or monkeys that came from squirells ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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actually my bad this is supposed to be more of a serious topic....i think weed has made u think 2 much about shit that fucks u up....i kno its not hard just to not think about something but seriously if i were u id toke up with my best friend then talk to him/her about it so u can get these thoughts off ur chest then id try toking up some more and thinking about a waterfall with pineapples trees all around it and definatly put on some funny shit and laugh ur ass off
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lol, i look like a weasel when im high... sorry if that sounded stupid... im high
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++ZER0++ wrote:--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

lol, i look like a weasel when im high... sorry if that sounded stupid... im high

*instead of "sounded", wat should i have used?
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Post by Fisett »

i get pretty much the same thing, depressed finding wird shit out
about the universe, i quit smokeing for a week and then smoked
a nice free J and i was fine to much smoke must fuck with your head i guess....
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Post by Grum »

(sorta long post)

I can relate from personal experience. 20 years young now and i'm trying to only smoke a few nights week instead of what i used to do. Be baked 16 hours out of the day.

I'll refrain from my life story but i started smoking weed at 16. Only during my last year of highschool until March 2005 did i smoke ALL the time. That's when I felt 'different'. I saw the world as a piece of shit or maybe it was my world that felt like it was going to shit. Either way i was depressed for almost 3 years because, I know now that it was the weed and always being high, it really unbalanced my brain. Honestly felt as if i'd be better off dead. NEVER had thoughts of suicide just felt like being dead. I'm smoking in a few minutes as part of my new attempt to continue smoking weed which i enjoy but tryng new methods to limit myself from smoking when i shouldn't. Like when i wake up until i get 10 minutes from my work/school everyday all the time.

To make a long story short, i had a chance to get away from that lifestyle. I managed to be removed from access to weed for a solid 3-4 months. I gotta tell you. it felt DAMN good to be here in the present. Aware of my life.

My suggestion buddy is this. Stop smoking weed for a good bit. I say 2-4 months. Like these guys said, give yourself a break. My mind needed to get back to normal and it did, Now i'm going back to school to be a chef. I say 2-4 months out of personal experience, it was that bad that i need more time.

I used to say weed is harmless. well i was wrong, it is harmful if you allow it to over take your life like i let it mine. Everything in moderation is fine but overdoing it, lettting it get out of hand isn't fine.

Let your mind get back to neutral. Let the chemicals in your body/brain level off and try to keep busy. Job, school, women or even a new hobby. You can do it, I did. If you want to change you can. And if your friends are heavy pot smokers tell them your situation and if they truly are friends they'll understand and help you out.

Life now is very good for me, too much weed just fucks with your brain. It truly does. Especially if you are a thinker like i am. YOu tend to realize some VERY depressing shit about this world and it's people.

Good luck and feel free to send me a message if ya need some one on one advice from someone who has been there before and made it out.
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Post by chiggy chong »

when im home alone i get paranoia a sound upstairs is some one walking around.

at night i have to check, double check and triple check all windows and doors fully locked all curtains drawen, sometimesin the day to. At night is the worst when i lie in bed listening for the burgurlar/s i cant be at home alone and watch a horror movie stoned coz ll be seeing the killer everywhere all the dark coroners and that.

i have had to flee my house wearing nothing but jogging bottoms and shoes literally ran out of my house and did'nt come back for about 6 hours coz i BELIVED someone was in there.

going dowstairs at night is even worse to get munchies or a drink or sumit have to turn all lights on as i go, il check all doors when i go down and again on the way up.

If i was at home stoned one evening and there as a power cut i would be down the road in seconds.

and no this is not funny i have thought about giving up weed due to this and have tried but failed the only time i have gone longer was the other week when i went 12 days with out but that was due to not being able to get any. i caant give up weed coz i love it and all though it's not adictive i am about as addicted as u can get.

i mainly smoke spliff now where as i always used to smoke bongs/shotties although i still smoke shotties everytime i pick up it's only to make the weed last longer and all though i still own the bong i never use it.

it might also have been affected by 18 months of a base habit which was a gram a day [ i got stinking shit boys banging] and CONSTANTLY being pilled up for about the same time.

wat do u tink i typed this in a rush so soz for any spelling or watever lol
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Post by Grum »

Chiggy i used to have the same problem when i live in a house and was home alone and got baked. Then i got over it, realise nothing is there. I'm 20, how old are you?
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Post by 4drian »

Grum wrote:(sorta long post)

I can relate from personal experience. 20 years young now and i'm trying to only smoke a few nights week instead of what i used to do. Be baked 16 hours out of the day.

I'll refrain from my life story but i started smoking weed at 16. Only during my last year of highschool until March 2005 did i smoke ALL the time. That's when I felt 'different'. I saw the world as a piece of shit or maybe it was my world that felt like it was going to shit. Either way i was depressed for almost 3 years because, I know now that it was the weed and always being high, it really unbalanced my brain. Honestly felt as if i'd be better off dead. NEVER had thoughts of suicide just felt like being dead. I'm smoking in a few minutes as part of my new attempt to continue smoking weed which i enjoy but tryng new methods to limit myself from smoking when i shouldn't. Like when i wake up until i get 10 minutes from my work/school everyday all the time.

To make a long story short, i had a chance to get away from that lifestyle. I managed to be removed from access to weed for a solid 3-4 months. I gotta tell you. it felt DAMN good to be here in the present. Aware of my life.

My suggestion buddy is this. Stop smoking weed for a good bit. I say 2-4 months. Like these guys said, give yourself a break. My mind needed to get back to normal and it did, Now i'm going back to school to be a chef. I say 2-4 months out of personal experience, it was that bad that i need more time.

I used to say weed is harmless. well i was wrong, it is harmful if you allow it to over take your life like i let it mine. Everything in moderation is fine but overdoing it, lettting it get out of hand isn't fine.

Let your mind get back to neutral. Let the chemicals in your body/brain level off and try to keep busy. Job, school, women or even a new hobby. You can do it, I did. If you want to change you can. And if your friends are heavy pot smokers tell them your situation and if they truly are friends they'll understand and help you out.

Life now is very good for me, too much weed just fucks with your brain. It truly does. Especially if you are a thinker like i am. YOu tend to realize some VERY depressing shit about this world and it's people.

Good luck and feel free to send me a message if ya need some one on one advice from someone who has been there before and made it out.
nice post, i can relate to almost all of that... i just can't get around to quitting though :? :(
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Post by chiggy chong »

im 17 my birthday is 18/7/88 :D :D
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