That Girl in my Head

[Zen]

I've been thinking alot about love
Yeah I know it's really pretty corny
But it's seriously affecting my heart and everthing above

It's these emotions I'm not used to,
though I swear I've felt them before
And that's whats racking my
nerves, pricking me at the core
No more so than an adrenaline shot
It's gettin crazy I need to smoke some pot

Not to get high but to lower my basic beating
To a slower pace,
it's running like it's in a race
But there's no other racers to face
And I can't seem to control
it
My psyche is strainin,
Beggin for explainin
Why's there this ominous beast
standing before me ready to feast?

Confidence is my island but
I'm out to sea and floating away
Lost in the sea of knowledge
It knows my fears
those shadowy terrors
Manifesting itself in tears
Not on my face but in the
back of my brain
I'm feelin the strain
To refrain from makin any errors
Peering over the ledge I'm
a thousand feet up
Vertigo is coming and going
and it feels like I'm falling
with my feet against the ground
Reassurance is something
I've never seemed to found
This foreign despair
swimming around me like a
shark circling its prey
But I don't believe in prayer
The consequences of death of
which I'm fully aware
Don't bother me, because I
know it's not the end
Life is pain
Life is torture
It's the way it's always been
Much like my feelings have been for her
The Yang to my life's Yin
That's exactly what she means to me
Far from certain suffering
She extolls, in all it's forms,
beauty
Her, in which, I find comforting
I need to touch this Angel
Turn her to a demon
Together we'll be a burning hell
And take eachother straight to Heaven
We'll dance the dance of
life and death
Inhaling and Exhaling
one anothers breath
After time has come to its end
And before it's found time
to once again begin

Peace~

[weedguru_animal]

i thought was one of yoru best ryhmes to date zen.
keep up the good work.