Hit fairly hard...twice

[Gorecore]

Today was a day like any other in my life. I woke up, showered, ate cereal, smoked a joint on the way to work, worked my 8 1/2 hours and then the shit hit the fan when I got home.

I come home to see my sister sitting with my folks and everyone is looking like something is wrong. Mom tells me she's got some upsetting news. Immediately, my brain fires off about 20 possible bad things before Mom has a chance to tell me what's wrong.

Comes to be that my 46 year old cousin Vanda killed herself today. She was married for 20 years and had a daughter starting University this year and a son still in high school. We don't know how she killed herself, but she was found this morning in their bed by her husband...dead. All we know is that it was sucide. She quit her job last week, just out of the blue.

I'm pretty saddened by the whole thing, but in all honesty...I didn't know her that well at all. I don't even think I would know who she was if she had been face to face with me at a store or something. I'm more upset because my uncle and aunt (her parents) whom im very close with are almost inconsolable. They're almost in their 70's and I'm afraid this whole thing might kill one of them.

On another great note, we get a phone call from my ex-mother-in-law inviting my mother and sister to my ex-wife's housewarming party. My ex-wife somehow managed to buy a house in a nice suburb. And yet here I sit in my parents basement barely affording to pay bills, and she's buying a fucking house.

Thank fuck I have about a gram on me tonight. Thank fuck I'm getting more weed tomorrow.

Thank fuck...'cause I need it really badly tonight.

[tweedle]

Shit, thats not nice to hear man. Im condolensis(sp?) to you and your family. Sorry dude. You know where I am if you need to talk

[Bonglovingirl]

That's sad. I'm sorry about your cousin.

[astramasta]

shit, seems alot of people had a bad day today.
although this is probably a bit worse than mine. you put things in perspective for me dude.
im sorry to hear your news.

[Caro]

Smokin one for you right now, Keith.

<3

[Weedguru Higher]

Sorry to hear bout that man.

Bout the last part...I have heard through the grapevines that my ex is also in the process of buying a house...while I've done jail time and live in a halfway house

[Psycho]

bad shit man,RIP

[wgToonces]

Oh FUCK man, thats so shit to hear. Hit me up on MSN tonight, and we'll chat about some of this shit, you know you can talk to me.

[Scratch]

sorry to hear this, suicide hurts the most I'm sure, my best friend's dad killed himself. those are hard things to live with

[herbal stu]

I was in the same situation uncle cut his wrists and bled to death in bath but didnt know him so was weird all I was bothered about was my aunty but she seems to be coping well so far. Not only that but she lost one of her daughters to cancer as well so. Its what keeps me smiling all day through knowing somebody out there has a shittier deal than you.