For all of those i have loved, lost

[weedguru_animals queen]

For all of those i have loved,
For all of those i have lost,

You loved me too, i thought
but then you went, i fought
The tears mounting over the years,
of love and lost, my ultimate fear.
I sit again and wait for that love again,
and when returned i will feel a gain.

But can you promise you wont go?
Can you tell me my tears wont flow?
As i dont believe i can do it,
my heart is not that fit.

You thibk of my fear of rejection,
and you see it as an obsession.
But look deeper into my eyes,
and there is deciept and lies.

For all of those i have loved,
For all of those i have lost,

You held me in you arms of haven,
but now you watch me from your heaven.
And for that i will love some more,
as your life watching must be a bore.

They love to say life goes one,
but maybe they never had that bond,
the praying that all will be alright,
as i watched you put up a fight.

When i fear to lose face,
i try and run to another place,
but now that you are an angel,
lets you see this in a different angle.

For all of those i have loved,
For all of those i have lost,

Make me a promise to watch over me,
as life knocks me down on my knees.
You loved me and went that i know,
but let me love until i glow,
Without the fear of people going,
as my tears will keep on flowing.

I dont want anyone lying,
as they too sit there dying.

laurene, for my auntie 1998, my uncle 2002, and my cousin 2004...hope you guys are ok, i love you.

[liz]

Oh Reeny, that's a beautiful poem! I'm currently watching you serve customers because I can't be bothered to get up... sorry! I will inflict you all with a poem of my own soon, mwahahaha! Hi Dan! I posted something.. am I popular now!! I want to go home.. work is too boring. Only 37 minutes to go tho...