Got some shit that needs to be done

[Arik ^]

I'm just posting this to get this off my mind and on to paper. Tomorrow is school and to be honest I have pulled my self out of a huge whole. I have a diffrent look towards school and I know what school can do for people. I have got up on so many credits but I'm still behind a bit. I need 14 more credits and You can only get 14 a year. I'm in the 12th grade and I know people who need like 3-4 credits.

Anyways with that said I can honestly say I have been working my ass off except for like this last month of summer I have been partying. I'm in a position where I can just start to do my own thing and I have more then one choice.

I'm going to try and get all set up for LBCC by the end of this school year and be ready to go ASAP. I have no idea what I want to do when I'm older but it don't matter really. I know lots of people who don't know and I know lots of people who change their mind in the middle of things. So got to get ready for college. (holy shit I'm getting older. I remeber 1st grade still)

I need a job! If I want to do anything I need a job during the school year. More then likly I will be paying for my self in college with little help from parents and family maybe I can get some good schalorships if I start to participate in more things.

job =
car
Insurance
College



Now for a question. You know how there is a certain amount of credits to grad from high school and then there is a certain amount you need to get into college. If you are not passing like by one credit by the end of the year just enough to grad from high school. Can I take a full year and get even more credits for college next year as a super senior. Something i don't want to do but I will if it will be better.

Ill end it here, I could go on for ever right now but thats a good thing. I am keeping my mind at work!

Maybe I can pull off strait A's this year. BWAHAHA (that would help my gpa)

[cutthecashflow]

Or you could take a 3 month correspondence class in the summer and graduate with your grade or even take the class during the school year.

[weedguru tom]

good thing college is free here, and uni, you can take out a loan and pay back when you have a good job, cuz face it you will get one if you have been to uni.

[flynn]

when you do start working your uni payments come out of your pay so you don't really notice that your paying them off.............

[Weedguru Cusmar]

things like this make me wonder if i should care more about school myself, i mean i just got enough gcse's to get into college but i basically know im gonna fail there, and then wot do i do?

[Arik ^]

The thing that sort of hit me was watching alot of my friends. Most of my friends are older and very few are going to college. I watch the ones with out jobs or odd jobs just chilling at home smoking weed wich is all good but, I dont see my self just stoping yet, I dont want to settle down to the working life. Hell I still feel like a kid by heart.


Heres whats going on from here on out, What needs to get done, gets done. I'm on top of shit now and I plan to stay this way.

I'm off to my first day of school, I'm going to go search for a job maybe tomorrow If my mother does not need the car. If I apply for jobs that require a piss test. Looks like this next bowl maybe my last bowl for a while. No problem, I spent the last month partying like a mother fucker.

Feels good knowing I can do this. Feels like shit knowing what I'm going to have to do.

[Arik ^]

Bwahaha Just missed the bus on my first day right after I just posted. I took to long to smoke the rest of my weed and missed the bus. Now Im high as fuck waiting for another hour for my mother to go to work.

Maybe this is a sign? Owell I love little vacations like this. Time to eat