aileen

[weedguru_animal]

i saw a film when i was in france,
not action, comedy or a romance,
but a story based upon a ladies life,
who lived her time on the sharp end of a knife.

she was born into a system of constant abuse,
life forced her to make her way to the modern noose,
a lthal injection,
the ultimate form of social correction,
what led her to this decision>
of vehemently demanding this state imposed murder of precision?

from an early age she was raped by her dad,
also grandpa and her brothers, this story is so sad,
when the sorrow clears im getting mad,
cos by everyone around her she was treated real fuckin bad.

kicked out by her family when she was just thirteen,
nowhere to go so she turned to the green,
of the woods nearby the house,
of her biological mothers fucked up spouse.

imagine sleeping rough with the wind and the snow,
harassed by almost every person that you know.
theres only two choices that she thought she could make,
a life of selling her body to survive was the path she decided to take.

Daytona beach offered customers and the sun,
a income and a chance to have some fun,
but one day a client pushed her too far,
taking her down an unused road in his car.

her hands were tied behind her back,
naked in a position perfectly exposing her crack,
for this guy to torture, to vent his rage,
like the devil performing on a earth stage.

this man was fucked up, in a way ill,
intending to inflict pain,rape then kill.
but despite the panic and the tears,
she had other ideas fighting against the fears,
of what this man was going to do,
something she fought like a lion not to go through.

she got her hands free,
and what did she see,
but the gun lying under the drivers chair,
an opportunity to make the struggle more fair,
she turned as the devil came back to feast,
shot him over and over again to make sure she killed the beast.

soaked in liquid which the corpse had intended to burn,
she swore that she had to do something else in order to earn,
but there was nobody who wanted to give her a job,
they thought she was scum, or that she would rob,
picked up by some fucked up member of the police,
malested again in exchange for her release.

forced back to the life she had sworn to escape,
but no longer would she be the victim of rape,
then she carried on the killing,
a hole in her heart with no chance of filling.

she got caught in the end, and now shes dead,
cos after 12 yrs on death row they put her in the execution bed,
but she was asking for it, she wanted to die,
cos there was not one ounce of hope left within her to try,
fight the system that had failed her since birth,
never giving her any sense of self worth.

the investigation team were playing a game,
selling her story to movie producers in pursuit of money and fame,
one cop tried to speak out against the others,
but crooked coppers are all like brothers,
so he was transferred to a different section,
cos noone wants the public to know the extent of the corrupt infection.

every step of the ladies life was cursed by others,
those close, her lover, friends,even brothers,
sad to the extreme,
after seeing her story i could not dream,
but im not saying i think shooting 7 men is okay,
i just dont think geoff bush should be blessed with the power to slay,
a human who has suffered beyond belief,
whos life has been nothing but a definition of grief.