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man i am fucked up tonight.....i have drunk like 8 beers in the last hour. four years ago to the day i was in a car accident where my best friend died...............she was only 19 at the time. her car was hit by a drunk driver travelling at 140 kmph....she died on impact and i was left with a broken back, five broken ribs, broken femur and minor head injuries. so i have decided to drink myself into oblivion tonight as i am so fucking depressed and angry that i feel like throwing up. sorry to lay the heavy shit down but i'm so fucked up i need an outlet.............have a nice night peeps

luv flynn..................

Man depression sucks whatever u do dont dwell on it go and work out get knackered and just sleep. I been thru depression seen the effects of it and it aint pretty. Dude u ever wanna talk even if it might feel funny at first I am here and that goes for all board members if you see me on msn hit me up day or night I'll set it for messages to wake me up if I am alseep.

flynn i fucking feel for you mate i really do. i hope it gets better for you man.

shit bro im sorry, wait for that test, and get a good msoke sesh on, then you would feel better, sorry man

shit flynn, just try and get it off ur mind by watching tv of something or just sleep it off. Don't drink too much coz u will have a bastard of a hangover in the morning

(((hugs)))

Those anniversaries are never fun. I can't even imagine your pain. Well I sort of can, I lost my brother, but to the slow death that cancer brings; I watched him die over 3 years.

They wouldn't want us to hurt, you know. They would want us to smile at their memory and to believe that they are somewhere better.

That's crazy man, don't give up...
If I can give you an advice: don't stay alone if you feel over-depressed and feel the need for it to stop [ask your fiancé to stay around, if she can, or invite mates over], don't drink either, because it doesn't takes the shitty feeling away at all.
Hope you make peace with that, as $tu said if you feel the need to talk hit me on msn.
much luv
Chicka

I feel your pain, a friend of mine was killed in a car accident on Christmas Eve last year, and a couple weeks later another friend died from heroine. I hate December...

Just keep pushin man.

thanks

That had to have been devastating for anyone. I don't care who you are. I don't know what I'd do without my best friend. She's all I've got, and then some. Without her, I'd be lost. Stick with it man, and the people that are telling you not to drink aren't kidding around. Just think about the bastard who hit her, he was drunk at the time and you see where it got him. Argh, sorry, I'm probly not helpin, so I'll stop now. Best wishes to you in trying to get it off your mind.

Cheers..

Death sucks, i feel for you

If you decide to dwell, don't stop, or it will just hurt more.

My doctor says im very stressed and depressed and im being sent to a councellor, i have a pshycosamatic (dunno how to spell) illness because of it and im only 15 wots i dunno how councelling is gonna help as i dont even know why i'm depressed and it could be a number of reasons and i cant understand why i'd would be stressed, i didnt believe any of this, i thought i was just ill untill today, i thought i was getting better yesterday, but now im in loads of shit for shoplifting and i've started puking again

I used to be depressed, but not involuntarily, I was just pissed off at life for awhile. I got past that phase, and now it's all Hakuna Matata.

Depression is generally a regular part of life. Most people will suffer through it at one point or another. I got hit by it right after graduation.