My bad yall
Posted: Mon Dec 08, 2003 9:22 am
Before I go, i dont wanna leave an complicated dispute behind.
I didnt like his sig because of his misspelling in a lyric, ofcourse i could of ignored it but being black and knowing what *censor* came from and why it was made, i dont like seeing it while i browse this site, this site is like a home to me and i wouldnt that word in such a nice place. Now I asked Tarential if he can be so nice and change it in a topic, but he ignored and i asked him while using Skwerls name. So when I got on my name I PM'd him and he said its just a sig, then again i ask and he said "Fine I will change it but the words dont have a meaning anyway" Sure i could have ignored it, but Being black and reading up on my history and hearing [no offense to white people] but hearing a white guy say "The word has no meaning" i find that very stupid and ignorant to add that comment to the pm. So i Pm'd back "You would leave a comment like that wouldnt ya" He Pm'd back "You are really tempting me to change it back in that case" well i got pissed and went on bout no respect then got called an asshole, then brought it to Caro in PM, but wasnt Pm's back or anything, then i said fuck it and brought it to the boards for another point of view, turned to shit, then someone elses topic got turned to shit, which wasnt my fault cuz i was tlakin tot he guy bout hack and ofcourse Tarential posts that im an idiot and dont know shit bout pc's and we argued on from there, then i have been told to cool off............Me cool off ? well, i decided my luck on forums just aint good, and obviously im a big crying bitch about it cuz i want a word to be changed by a disrespectin boy who obviously can careless and wanna have fun and put the word *censor* BACK in his sig to piss me off, which he did say in anotehr topic. Well thats the whole fucking story, i aint want this Forum to turn to shit, and yall know i never started shit since my first post and if shit like this happens and nothing gets done bout it and i get told to cool off or might be banned or should sit back and smoke i think about what might happen later in posts, i aint gon have my race , girl or who or whatever verbally disrespected and see shit not get done, words are strong and so are feelings, im surprised it got this far, i thought this site was very different, but whatevs, thats why it bothered me so much. cuz guru was just my spot, come home from seein my babe or come home from school do my work, hear shit from my mom ignore her smoke or try to and come here for some laughs and nice convo's and meet new friends, I had a long ass convo with Tarential before in a topic and i thought since we spoke before thigns would be easier and out of respect he'd change it, but maybe im wrong for get offended by his comment when he changed, i should have kept shut ? maybe but i aint like the fact a white dude gonna say "*censor* dont mean shit" after many have been hung from branches by white people while bein called a *censor* while their family watch they pop or mom or bro get murdered, but glad to see otha people seen things my way.I never meant to piss off Tarential i just wanted him to understand, he didnt care, so Sorry for the bitchin and waste of bandwith guys and ANOTHER topic and long post, so many users make a topic of "im leaving now" blah, bull shit, i dont wanna leave , hopefully i will cool off and be back but for now, best if i just stroll on.
I didnt like his sig because of his misspelling in a lyric, ofcourse i could of ignored it but being black and knowing what *censor* came from and why it was made, i dont like seeing it while i browse this site, this site is like a home to me and i wouldnt that word in such a nice place. Now I asked Tarential if he can be so nice and change it in a topic, but he ignored and i asked him while using Skwerls name. So when I got on my name I PM'd him and he said its just a sig, then again i ask and he said "Fine I will change it but the words dont have a meaning anyway" Sure i could have ignored it, but Being black and reading up on my history and hearing [no offense to white people] but hearing a white guy say "The word has no meaning" i find that very stupid and ignorant to add that comment to the pm. So i Pm'd back "You would leave a comment like that wouldnt ya" He Pm'd back "You are really tempting me to change it back in that case" well i got pissed and went on bout no respect then got called an asshole, then brought it to Caro in PM, but wasnt Pm's back or anything, then i said fuck it and brought it to the boards for another point of view, turned to shit, then someone elses topic got turned to shit, which wasnt my fault cuz i was tlakin tot he guy bout hack and ofcourse Tarential posts that im an idiot and dont know shit bout pc's and we argued on from there, then i have been told to cool off............Me cool off ? well, i decided my luck on forums just aint good, and obviously im a big crying bitch about it cuz i want a word to be changed by a disrespectin boy who obviously can careless and wanna have fun and put the word *censor* BACK in his sig to piss me off, which he did say in anotehr topic. Well thats the whole fucking story, i aint want this Forum to turn to shit, and yall know i never started shit since my first post and if shit like this happens and nothing gets done bout it and i get told to cool off or might be banned or should sit back and smoke i think about what might happen later in posts, i aint gon have my race , girl or who or whatever verbally disrespected and see shit not get done, words are strong and so are feelings, im surprised it got this far, i thought this site was very different, but whatevs, thats why it bothered me so much. cuz guru was just my spot, come home from seein my babe or come home from school do my work, hear shit from my mom ignore her smoke or try to and come here for some laughs and nice convo's and meet new friends, I had a long ass convo with Tarential before in a topic and i thought since we spoke before thigns would be easier and out of respect he'd change it, but maybe im wrong for get offended by his comment when he changed, i should have kept shut ? maybe but i aint like the fact a white dude gonna say "*censor* dont mean shit" after many have been hung from branches by white people while bein called a *censor* while their family watch they pop or mom or bro get murdered, but glad to see otha people seen things my way.I never meant to piss off Tarential i just wanted him to understand, he didnt care, so Sorry for the bitchin and waste of bandwith guys and ANOTHER topic and long post, so many users make a topic of "im leaving now" blah, bull shit, i dont wanna leave , hopefully i will cool off and be back but for now, best if i just stroll on.