my mother (or lack there of)
Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 3:28 am
First off let me say that i met my mother for the first time when i was 18. i also met my twin sister (which every one FUcking forgot to tell me about, but im over that) any ways, she never wants to see me, or talk to me. Then somtimes she suddenly wants to see me, and then she doesn't. now i know she's not bi polar, nor is she scitzo or anything like that (the problem is money is all she cares about) but hell im her oldest child and the only boy out of all my sibling (i have, or had 3, 2 still alive). now i don't know her but i love her very much, and my sisters, al i want is to be a part of her life maybe every month or so, go out to dinner with her have a conversation, because right now (and for the past 6 months, the only time i have hears her voice is the answering machine). She may hate me, or despise me, but damn i would rather her tell me that, than hoping and wondering, i can't really expect any help here but i just had to get that off my chest, thanx