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taking a walk..through the dead of night
looking for somone to kill or fight
the rage keeps on building up inside
all the pain just wont subside
i give up, ill punish myself
so i get the blade off of the shelf
i say my last words, and begin to sway
the blade goes in,where it shall stay
the deed is done...i begin to tire
so i drop to the floor and retire
i lay in a puddle of my life
as i lay there holding my knife
fading away into hell
i leave no note,no reasons,nothing to tell
im geting tired..so let me rest in peace
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in the past
i had a blast
but a spells been cast
so my happy wont last
im worthless to all
helpful to none
i try to help
but the tables get spun
makes things worse
what a fuckin curse
nothin i can do
cant ever help you
cant even help me
wish i could just cease to be
i wish i was dead
ive always said
but its too early to die
aint gonna lie
aint gonna say
i dont wanna die this way
dun wanna die by my own hand
though at the moment i thought it'd be grand
nothin to live for
my life is a bore
but you keep me goin
keep my eyes glowin
your the only one i care about
i love you, there is no dought
i was close to giving up
bleeding my life, cup by cup
but my love for you is too strong
ending my life now would be so wrong
the pain that would strike you down
turn that smile upside down
i must be a fucking clown
for turning that blade upsidedown
sawing away cuz of the pain inside
but now my regrets wont subside
its somthin i shoulda never dun
so now myself is what i shun
--------------3:
you crossed your heart
and hoped to die
if your special promise
became a special lie
i let out a regretful sigh
said ok,ill give you a second try
within a few days,i sat and cried
you promised me,then you lied
you crossed your heart
and hoped to die
your special promise
became a special lie
you promised youd love me
instead you lied and betrayed
so now i will fulfill
that promise you made
you crossed your heart
and hoped to die
as you made that promise
filled with hate and lies
ill unholster my justice
ill enlighten your heart
ill show you the feeling
of my twisted, broken heart
you crossed your heart
and hoped to....die
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Baby you make me feel so good
Id probably smoke you if i could
I cant explain how you make me feel
But these feelings are strong as steel
In my eyes your ideal, your great
I feel as though meeting you was fate
So be my love before its too late
Becuase my life is filled with hate
enter the room so that i may sedate
---------------5
when i wanna cut the vein
your too blame
you shunned me beat me
all u did was abuse me
you make me sick
you fucking dick
blamed me for things i never dun
made me feel like pullin out a gun
but no, i wont give you the satisfaction
Of seeing me lose all my traction
YOur a pile of shit, im so much more
AND YOUR A FUCKING DICK!, like i said before.
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walking late at night
looking for a fight
my target gets in sight
my fists get tight
i jump into action
fists go into traction
bones turn into fractions
i laugh at there reactions
my hands covered in blood
i never thought i could
i never thouht i would
but i always thought i should
the revenge is all i wanted
for my mind that you haunted
with all the things you taunted
and all the things you flaunted
now today is my day
theres nothing you can say
to ruin my parade
because my revenge has been paid
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this poem right here is, in my opinion, the best poem ive ever written. i wrote this one before before i started smoking n shit. i used to be very anti-drug.
its always full of surprises
that show what its worth
the human race is a virus
that should be wiped from the earth
money,drugs,power, and sex
this is how our world is based
somthing that nothing can fix
this world will be forever defaced
power and money to rule
sex and drugs for the fun
people see these things and drool
we should see these things and run
society drags all of us in
we lose care for ourselves
end up wanting just to fit in
there is only one thing that all this tells
the human race is a virus
that is rapidly spreading
nothing can change this
yes, there will be no new beginning
only THE END.
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my life felt so surreal
what i saw i couldnt feel
every door had a seal
none of it seemed real
i fold my hands and kneel
pray for a reason to deal
one single thing to feel
somthing that was real
i closed my eyes and listened
and through the darkness somthing glistened
with my teary eyes wide open
i saw the angel decend from heaven
i looked into her eyes
more beautiful then the clear blue skies
she slowly opened her lips
and softly gave me a kiss
i felt a warm feeling inside
that felt so good i cried
then took her hand in mine
and looked her in the eye
she made me feel somthing
somthing i never felt before
i thought id always have nothing
but she opened up the door
i will love her always and forever
She is my angel from the heavens
she is the alpha and i am the omega
always and forever
-----------------------9
close the door
lock it
pull out the gun
cock it
point it at my head
doin what i said
ending life at last
hopin it goes fast
pull the trigger back
the hammer gives a smack
the walls are painted red
lay there holding my head
fading away
nothing to can say
vision gone
mind is blank
stop breathing
heart goes clank
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ya..i was crazy when i was younger lol. most of these were inspired by shit i saw, some by my own experiences. in my opinion these are amazing writings for someone that had no writing experience and was the worst student in english class
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