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Does it seems to you that the more you fear of failing the higher the odds of actually failing are raised? I'm tired of it. I'm back in the pattern of smoking to forget about shit, and it's really playing with my mind and confidence. I lost my job (at least I didn't like it), failed 2 classes...
A lot of other shit. Anyways, isn't that part of why we all smoke? Blazin up the herb to escape the maze, but the problem stays? How do you guys keep it up? Or does everybody simply pretends?

I dont pretend.. it calms me down but i mainly do it for fun

There are many reasons to smoke, I smoke cause it calms my nerves. I drink to forget my problems, its just a temperrary solution, some times its just easier to deal with it later...

So complicated.

I like to smoke when im feelin not so shitty, that way i have to do somewhat good in life in order to receive my reward of smoking up. For example, I just recently got a job so I'm buying a pound on friday as a reward.

But anyways, I don't smoke to forget because I usually end up thinking more about my problems and just end up ruining the high with bad thoughts.

don't let shit bother you so much, its hard sometimes but just tune the bad shit out and you won't have as many problems

It's not that bad actually I guess I was just feeling depressed... I got a new job now anyways it's all good

Yeah Chicka it's really weird I have noticed that if you have confidence in yourself and really believe you can do something you will get it done..but as soon as the thought of failing crosses your mind, the mistake practically makes itself..

It's really weird..

Anyways you shouldn't be worried about smoking, because that is indeed why we blaze up, to escape the maze, at least I know I do.. just keep your chin up and things should get better eventually.

"And now the drugs dont work, they just make it worse" ~ Ben Harper

"when i take drugs it works, when i'm not high its worse" - KaliCoe

I can relate to you, i first started tokin to 'escape the maze' and i lost my job and found that everything i did turned to shit. So i smoked more. You just come to a point where you sit back (with a fat joint) and think things through, get excited bout what you can do blah..it works, makes you feel that bit more optimistic, especially with THC in you. Weed isnt there to make you think otherwise, you need to enjoy it. Get yourself outta that hole, but dont cut off your nose to spite your face, you know? Shit im stoned, and my fingers wont stop typing..........ok im done..

you shouldn't smoke in the first place unless your happy don't smoke to escape problems, fix your problems then smoke

Nah man think about it. If you went through life with absolutely no problems, you would probably grow up as a prick.
The more shit you go through, the better person you become.

yeah but you can't become a better person if you just smoke all your problems away

Look at me now compared to a year ago and SAY IT JUST ONE MORE TIME