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i just had the worst day imaginable. so i was sleeping and i wake up to screaming at 4 in the morning. i go downstairs and my mom runs up the stairs crying and screaming. i look down the stairs and i see my dad on the floor with a fireman standing over him. he died and no one has any idea why. but is a really really shity day

I'm sorry, my father passed away last May, and there's really nothing anyone can do or say to make it better. I'm lurking around if you feel like dumping on a stranger, ok?

its just really unexpected i mean last night we just went out to dinner than this morning hes not here

thats some hard shit.... .......there are plenty of people on here who can empathise with you....feel free to unload on any of us

I'm really sorry bro. Keep your head up man. Ima smoke this bowl for ya homie.

I am truly sorry for your loss. My parents split when i was 7 and i have not seen my dad sense, but i have lost a family member, so i know what your going through. be strong and hang on

Damn, i'm sorry to hear that man, how old was he?

I cant imagine what it has to be like to find your mother/father dead, while you were having a normal night the day before. Thinking about the death of my parents alone is making me wanna cry

he was only 55, and he was a pretty much a healthy man, thats why i am so shocked

Fuck! That's bad shit, have a look at caro's post about dan, goto page 11 and look for my post, (plus read all the others)
There is a lot of help and reassurement (sp) about the death of a loved one.

Peace

that sucks man.. my grandad died when i was about 10, my dad not being around, he was the closest thing to a father i had, it really messed me up,
deepest sympathies man.. i agree with what purple monkey said, feel free to unload on any of us, sometimes, the worst thing to do is to bottle up your feelings, and dont forget to be there for your mum, she needs you now..

actually i have about 12 relatives at my house right now from both sides and everytime i look at one of them it just makes it worse

wow thats really sad.im sorry that somthing like that had to happen to you. what were your last words to him?

im really not sure but i think it was something like dinner was good and good night

well least it wasnt i hate you or somthing. im sure where ever he is he's thinking about you and your mother. when will you find out how he died?

im not sure i guess they are doing an autopsy as we speak and i am really anxious to know what happened