amber morrell, 1984-2004 ..............

tokin_dyke · Post by **tokin_dyke** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:27 am

fellow potsmokers ... i haven't posted much, and not at all in a while so you don't "know me", but i have something to say, and something to ask tonight.
on oct. 7 my girlfriend, my best friend, my soul mate passed away.
She was an awesome person, everyone that knew her even just a little loved her so (and we will forever ....). She had a smile that lit up a house, a world. She loved life, and she was such a happy person.... We loved each other in such a beautiful way.
Off she went that night on her first nightshift, at a new place ... i kissed her good-bye, watched her drive away on my bike... off she went. At 4am the cops knocked at our door. She was in the hospital, she was having seizures.
it was a brain aneurysm.
"a life that touched so many echoes still" ...the pain is just so unbelievable.... my heart feels ripped, shattered, crushed all at the same time. we are all hurting, it's just so ... fucked up.

she loved marijuana. next time you toke up, give a cheers to her. thanks for reading this guys. keep on tokin'

herbal stu · Post by **herbal stu** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 5:18 am

I have said a prayer and lit a candle may god rest her soul in peace.

All my thoughts,

Herbal

flynn · Post by **flynn** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 8:48 am

losing a partner is one of the hardest things you will ever have to encounter....i've been there and it is a tough road so hang in there the pain will lessen

riff · Post by **riff** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 12:44 pm

R.I.P Amber

tweedle · Post by **tweedle** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 1:43 pm

that made me feel well sad

RIP Amber

tokin_dyke · Post by **tokin_dyke** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 2:43 pm

thank you so much guys ...

SouR_MilK · Post by **SouR_MilK** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 3:04 pm

I am very sorry man. My condolences to you and her family

4*20 · Post by **4*20** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 6:03 pm

Good Luck with this man, you are really courageous. I'll toke up in her name for the next 24h.
RIP

GodHand Kronix · Post by **GodHand Kronix** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 6:17 pm

Death is hard. My next blunt goes out to this girl. Condolences

Weed-iculous · Post by **Weed-iculous** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 6:56 pm

Just keep your head up man. The only thing that keeps me alive when i lose a friend or family member is writing and sharing with anyone. My prayers go out to u bro. I'll say a prayer for her.

Owen · Post by **Owen** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:14 pm

the happiness i'm getting off these shrooms goes out to you my brother

love all you guys

Owen

Funk Doctor · Post by **Funk Doctor** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 11:23 pm

I'm sad to hear this, may she rest in peace... losing a loved one is tough, but you must not let it get you down.

Chin up.

Caro · Post by **Caro** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 11:59 pm

That's terrible.... oh I'm so sorry, girl. Your lover and your best friend, and so unexpectedly. I wish I had more emotional energy to invest in this condolance post right now. But knowing the pain you're going through only makes me sadder, it just isn't fair. You've got a long road ahead of you. Why? why why why why why

(((hugs))) I'm sorry, she was such a special person I know she will be missed. Perhaps she's where my brothers are and they're all toking in the sky.

later
I just smoked one for Amber. I know the crushing feeling you speak of. Take care of yourself during this painful time. A month is nothing in this process.

http://ths.gardenweb.com/forums/grieving/

That's a very nice forum, there are some amazing strong wise people in there who have all been where you are. Again, hugs, smoke, cry, take care of you.

-caro

Owen · Post by **Owen** » Sun Nov 21, 2004 12:14 am

Weedguru Caro wrote:That's terrible.... oh I'm so sorry, girl. Your lover and your best friend, and so unexpectedly. I wish I had more emotional energy to invest in this condolance post right now. But knowing the pain you're going through only makes me sadder, it just isn't fair. You've got a long road ahead of you. Why? why why why why why

(((hugs))) I'm sorry, she was such a special person I know she will be missed. Perhaps she's where my brothers are and they're all toking in the sky.

later
I just smoked one for Amber. I know the crushing feeling you speak of. Take care of yourself during this painful time. A month is nothing in this process.

http://ths.gardenweb.com/forums/grieving/

That's a very nice forum, there are some amazing strong wise people in there who have all been where you are. Again, hugs, smoke, cry, take care of you.

-caro

it might be the shrooms talking but who cares. that really ment sommit to me caro i felt that. i've neva lodt a loved one but that was a really really moving you have a lot of empathy caro. and i love you for that

owen

Captain · Post by **Captain** » Sun Nov 21, 2004 1:35 am

I'll give a praer for her I am so srry. nect tiem I toke itll be JUST FOR HER

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