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Wow, I shaved a few hours ago and used moisturizer, and my face just feels so soft...

*rubs face some more*

try that on e

On e my skin just feels like velvet it's crazy.

weedguru flynn wrote:i am so upset. my cat has been missing for four nights now

he never leaves the yard for more than a few hours a time. i hope he hasn't been run over....

holy shit he's back! 7 days missing! he is so skinny and weak but i am so glad he's finally home. he must've been locked up in someones garage all that time. we were watching tv and heard him meowing outside the door in the pissing rain

Woooooooooooooooooooo Kitty Kats back..

Banana Dance Time

Im sick of living stressed out, Im sick of not knowing what to do next, What comes next.

Im sick of seeing people i called my homies going down the wrong paths without me being able to do anything about them.

Im sick of myself, For having a change of heart, But still living in the same fucking gritty place.

Im sick of this...

What the fuck done went wrong...

They dont give a fuck, So i dont..

BG man...i think you're just sick and tired of being sick and tired of everything...


take a vacation

purple monkey wrote:BG man...i think you're just sick and tired of being sick and tired of everything...


take a vacation

I am sick and tired of being sick and tired of everything.


I gotta go back to school in 6 days. Got to go for 2 years to get my highschool diploma. Its a adult ed school.

My problem is, Its nothing, I mean nothing, But fucking thugged out mother fuckers. These aient jus *censor* from my block, My hood. My block and my hood im straight with, I dont got to worry. But here they'res *censor* from all over Detroit, River Rouge, Ecorse and other hoods. All *censor* clamin different gangs. 250 mother fucking gangbangers in this school.

Ive never joined a gang, And if i ever did id join Crip Folks. I still claim folk, My *censor* are folks. But in this school, They'res Bloods, Latin Kingz, Latin Countz, Cash Flow, Anda ton of other smaller gangs.

I dont know how ima survive. It may not be as bad as im thinkign it is but i dont know.

Im not the same hood i used to be, I used to be living to die. I didnt give a fuck, I was straight ruthless. I've stabbed fools, If somebody even thought of mean mugging me i was ready to jack a fool.

Now i see the world in a different way, I see that you disrespect people, And thats what you get, Disrespect. Now ive been hanging with older fools in they're 30's and shit. They're more on my level of mentaltiy.

BUt i gotta go back to some straight loced out teen G's. They dont think like i do now, So i have to try to change my mindset to something i used to be. I have to get my look down pat. I gotta have a mean mug, Mean enough for me to jus look at a fool and have them not even think about fuckign with me.

I gotta build up a repuatation again. My crew, The folks ran my last school. Folks were the baddest mother fuckers in there. So i had no problem.

This school, Folks aient running shit. So im not running shit.

It stresses me the fuck out, I dont know what to do. I dont know if ill be able to make it.

I hate having to think i have to be a loced out thug to go to this school, Im not loced out like i used to be, After going to jail and shit i turned my whole life around, Did a 180. Now i got to do another 180 and turn it back to how i used to be, Which i dont want to live how i used to be.

Shit stresses me the fuck out. I got a call from my homie and his "bitch" about 20 minutes ago. I talked to his "bitch" candice, She jus got out the pen. She said shes hittin up the same school too. She folk/crip like i am. She said straight up, "You better not fuck around here, *censor* will bury you without a thought."

I hate having to live like this, I finally got to the point where im not worrying about *censor* killing me and shit.

Now i got to go back to where i was, Fucking hell. Misery 24/7.

I dont know, Thats why im stressed the fuck out. It aient right, It aient fair, But lifes never been fair.



I dont know, Whoever reads this, Give me your thoughts.

I dunno if there is alot you can do. Would it be possible to go to a different school? Even if it was an hour or 2 away wouldnt that be better? Or do you have any family in a different area you could go and stay with? If you do go to this school then I would just keep my head down. Go in the school learn your shit and go home. Couldnt you go back to your old school?

Dont let it get in your head to much, I know it probably already is but try keeping your mind off of the bullshit, stay in touch with the people you saw when your life was good, to make sure you dont lose that connection to the 'normal' way of life

hang in there bro

tweedle wrote:I dunno if there is alot you can do. Would it be possible to go to a different school? Even if it was an hour or 2 away wouldnt that be better? Or do you have any family in a different area you could go and stay with? If you do go to this school then I would just keep my head down. Go in the school learn your shit and go home. Couldnt you go back to your old school?

I aient got no where to go, Only family that would accept me is in Detroit, River Rouge, Or Crack Ridge Taylor.

On my ma's side of the family, Her parents of pretty wealthy, But since she was a teen and got with my dad, Her parents disowned her. And now they wont help for shit, Even though they got a easy 500 thousand in the bank, Living up north and shit.

I got kicked out my old school, I cant go back, And i dont want to go back.

And i cant go to this school with my head down, That shows weakness. I cant be weak or you'll get jacked. Its like going to prison with your head down, You'll be somebodys bitch.




Time to go smoke.

Shit I dunno then, just dont go in there thinking you run things then

weedguru cathies wrote:try that on e

On e my skin just feels like velvet it's crazy.

I love girls like that..my ex's skin was softer than cotton all over her body it was great.