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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 5:29 am
by Jay212
get off it man. I know the feeling when you say you don't plan on buying more. Then when do run into a bit of cash and feeling better you're going to think "well... i do have the extra money" and it will all go to shit from there. Honestly, I've seen this shit enough, i know there's no easy way out, even if you've just started a few weeks ago.

jesus, im so fuckin glad i didn't get heavy into this shit. i started pickin up coke like they were cigarettes, having the same craving and everything. it's all gone now though and those bitches never comin back.

Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 2:23 am
by cutthecashflow
I have never bought any amount of coke. I know where to find it for other people, then they will usually do some with me, or I will buy the booze or green then someone else will hit me up with a line.

If you like to do it do it when it is offered and pay the people back in an alternative fashion at a different time.

I think I never got heavy into coke for this reason, I mean I will do it, but I just won't purchase it.

Posted: Tue May 08, 2007 10:24 pm
by Ikku
This thread doesn't get enough attention. Surely you people do more drugs than this?

Coming down off a roll from earlier today, pretty good X. I've got one left and I don't know if I'll take it or sell it.

Posted: Wed May 09, 2007 1:02 am
by stonedrippedtwisted
only done coke twice recently, but i well want some like most the time, i nearly always think id be having a better night if i tanned a gram, and im well gonna buy some soon, i miss the drip and the taste so much, cant wait to get some! but im just gonna have a bit of fun with it and then fuck it off

Posted: Wed May 09, 2007 1:05 am
by Jay212
that's what i said, then i kept thinking "well i could always do it once more". until i finally just couldnt afford it anymore for 2 weeks and lost cravings. Actually, my coke dealer is my weed guy too, so anytime someone came to me looking for a 1/4 of weed, I would get them 5-6gs and myself some lines lol. such a fiend move..

Posted: Wed May 09, 2007 2:31 am
by SpRi7e
one of my friends wants to give me a couple lines of coke on friday...but I'm not sure if I want to do it or not. There's gonna be a lot of alochol, weed and coke there but idk yet.

Posted: Wed May 09, 2007 2:47 am
by Jay212
just get really fuckin trashed befor you do the lines, that way you'll get to experience, but youll forget all about it the next day so you wont get cravings lol.

Posted: Wed May 09, 2007 3:04 am
by cutthecashflow
Jay212 wrote:just get really fuckin trashed befor you do the lines, that way you'll get to experience, but youll forget all about it the next day so you wont get cravings lol.
I can drink about 30 times more than I'm supposed to when I do coke...

Posted: Wed May 09, 2007 3:43 am
by SpRi7e
damn...lol that's a lot

Posted: Wed May 09, 2007 5:09 am
by President Beavis
There's a LOT of K and shrooms around this area lately, might be getting some of that. Maybe I'll post here who knows.

Posted: Wed May 09, 2007 3:38 pm
by cutthecashflow
President Beavis wrote:There's a LOT of K and shrooms around this area lately, might be getting some of that. Maybe I'll post here who knows.
Yea shroom season must have just started of something, because it is absolutley crazy out here for shrooms. Had some last night, I didn't feel like eating the whole bag so I ate a little less than a half an eight. These must have been good shrooms because I was feeling it, my thoughts were racing about a 100 mph!

Posted: Fri May 11, 2007 3:23 am
by President Beavis
So yeah man, I did a vial of K today. Indescribable feeling, it just fucks you up.

I was thinking about how a veternarian gives this to its animal before putting it down. Makes sense, it fucks you up to a point where you wouldn't be able to feel death for sure.

Just feeling it a bit now, residual from earlier. Pretty sober and I'm happy with that. Wouldn't want to be that fucked up for an extensive period at all. Didn't quite get into a K-hole, but pretty damn close if you ask me.

Posted: Sat May 12, 2007 4:01 pm
by Jay212
Ok so basically I just came off an ecstasy/alcohol binge(lol) last night. I'm sure most of you know that E can make you realize shit about yourself and how you live that need to be changed in order to better your life. I was talking with these two girls about some really deep shit, or at least it was deep to me at the time and sticks in my head afterwards. We were talking about the lives of the kids who basically live downtown. They just take drugs, nothing else. They don't talk to anyone, or do anything while they're sober because they just don't know what to do, so they take drugs to alter this state. They take E to communicate mostly.

So anyway, these 2 girls were talking about this while I was sitting there listening, processing, and relating what they were talking about and I realized I am one of these kids. I don't naturally engage in conversations with people, or go out and meet new people, or even really make attempts at chillin with people. I realized I take drugs to go and chill with friends, all the time. I don't think I've ever gone out if there wasn't alcohol, E, weed, or coke to take, not including work or school. That makes me feel like I'm just a fake, which is the farthest thing from what I want to be and I actually really want to change and still do after coming down. I actually wanted to change so much I told these 2 girls how I felt about myself and I just talked about all this shit, which was kind of hard for me to do because you got to remember, i barely even talk to people so talking to people about my feelings is usually just not an option. I think this is actually a step forward, because after saying the things I've said to those people, it's actually easier to talk to them after you've opened up completely. Keep in mind I was completely sober while I was talking about this with them, no alcohol, no e, no weed. Just thoughht I'd like to share.

Posted: Sat May 12, 2007 10:22 pm
by Ikku
If you don't like what's going on in your life, you gotta stand up and change it. Good luck to you.

I myself am basically the same, I just take drugs, don't really go out if I don't have a chance to get high or drunk or rolling. But I'm pretty much fine with that, at least at this point in my life.

Posted: Sun May 13, 2007 5:50 am
by lol999
kinda funny jay , i had an experience like that one night tripping on dxm where everything just came out and you felt like u were having one of the deepest conversation of you're life. i dont really do drugs anymore besides drink and ossicaonly smoke pot. you'll feel 10x better about yourself if thats what u wanted to do..quit drugs