yeah cause it's all about getting head, from a whore.... sigh.
Been with this girl for almost half a year now, I think this might actually become my second 'long term' relationship!
And she's got alooot of libido, sjeesh
I guess you didn't catch what I was doin'. I was using the format Kaynoq used. Whatever, to hard to explain.
ah, nvm, stoned mumbling ...
Computer games don't affect kids. I mean, if Pac-Man had affected us as kids, we would all be running around darkened rooms, munching magic pills, and listening to repetitive electronic music.
holy shit I just thought of something. We the people of the US.... are George Bush's bitches. Just think about it, we do whatever he makes us do or we get bitch slapped in jail and we have to pay him annually.
I feel like typing a halfassed erowid-type report of one of the weirdest trips I've ever had.
Time: Nov 06
Drug: 600mg Dimenhydrinate (anti-nauseant)
Me and a friend (My roommate at the time) both decided that we were bored as fuck, his parents were out for the night and we wanted to trip, so we grabbed a bottle of some no-name gravol type drug. Expired in 1999 but surprisingly it worked just fine. I had previous experience with Dimenhydrinate and Diphenhydrinate which has nearly identical effects so I told the guy everything he needed to know and he took 600mg.
I was supposed to be his tripsitter, but after an hour of having minimal effects I decided to take 600mg's myself. Sat around for a bit, getting higher and higher until I realized I was peaking really hard. In the end, he didn't trip at all and I tripped for hours. Completely different reactions.
Effects on me: Heavy Body, pale skin, sullen facial expression (like ive seen a ghost), distorted thinking, visuals, audio hallucinations, strange mood (only way I can describe it).
Everything gets a little hacked from here.
Lightning was bolting up and down the walls, across the ceiling which was bending down towards me like an inverted dome. Guitar was really fun but I could barely move my hands so I stopped. Pissing every 10 minutes.
We smoked a cig in his room (forbidden in his house but we didnt give a fuck) and just kinda chatted about stuff. I don't remember what but I was in a totally calm, open mood. Wasn't seeing much visually but the body buzz was really intense.
At one point he was on the computer and I was talking about how we should hotbox his house to the point where you can't see through the fog. Then he turned around and said "My mom's in the next room you know..."
"What did you just say?" I would have been in serious shit if she was actually there.
"I said you should watch this video.."
"Didn't you just say your mom's in the next room?"
"WTF no haha"
Or something like that. I had absolutely no paranoia until I thought she was there and no paranoia after i realized I was just tripping. Gravol isn't a really sensitive drug for me where every little thing that happens makes or breaks my mood.
My memory gets really sketchy from here, I think I passed out for a couple hours. Cant say for sure.
He has this glass table with a black panther supporting it and this kind of freaked me out. (Again, emotions were really dull so in the end anything that happened wasn't about to make a difference). Its eyes looked like they were absolutely real, it's claws were moving in and out of its paws and I could swear to god it was gonna get up and start walking around. I realized that it wasn't real, but I didn't want the trip to be fucked over by a goddamn table so I started looking at something else.
Every time I trip on this I see imaginary animals staring at me, usually cats. So I had a bit of fun just looking at the various cats and janitors that would pop in. (Janitors seemed to have a role in my zopiclone trips too).
My friend, I'll call him freakshow from here on turned on the tv, I was watching but I wasn't watching the actual show he had on. Some trance shit, I don't know. At this point I would start seeing myself in completely different settings then the one I was actually in (half passed out on the couch). Then all of a sudden I'd snap back into reality and Freakshow would be standing in a completely random place. I don't remember what was real and what wasn't from here but I'm pretty sure he was sitting on the couch across from me the whole time.
Then all of a sudden he walked into the kitchen, filled up a tub full of warm water to warm his feet. Sat on a chair in a thinking position just staring into space the whole time until about 3 other people walked in through the front door claiming that they also were just coming into the kitchen to warm their feet. A conversation took place here (I remember no details) and dragged on for quite awhile. I then realized that Freakshow was playing Super Mario World on snes and there was a big black bar exploding with thunder moving back and forth across the screen. Irritated me to shit, I went to sleep.
I wake up two hours later still tripping a bit, this is more then 4 hours into it. freakshow was still up (He never sleeps at night) and told me he felt nothing except for one small tripout where he was in the bathroom taking a piss but thought he was in his room on the computer. I just nodded and went to bed, I was dead tired.
As I was lying in bed insomnia took me over (isn't that a bitch?) and another cat kept jumping up and down off my bedside. I'm pretty used to this but it still gets aggrivating after awhile. Somewhere down the line I went to sleep.
That was the strongest dimen/diphen trip I've ever had. In total I've done Dimen 3 times and Diphen twice, the usual doses there being between 200mg-500mg.
Some parts were really trippy but the feeling of it actually wasn't so intense. I was still (mostly) able to differentiate between reality and me just tripping out so I know I wasn't experiencing a fullblown trip.
It sounds alot like the time, when I was younger, when I tried to trip off Benadryl. It worked surprisingly well. It kind of made me nausious but wierd visuals, wierd lethargic mood, the sweats, hearing things, constant bladder and bowell movements, I felt really cracked out. Eventually I just passed out. Never doing it again, it made me gross feeling.
I received an email yesterday from a free singles website that I browse now and again. The email was from a girl I worked with when I was at the Staples call center last year. I knew of her and remembered seeing her around (and I had a bit of crush on her, but was too shy to do anything about it) and now all of the sudden we're talking it up.
She wrote me again today and asked if I wanted to go out for a drink or a tea. Then she said that since she knew me from work that it'd be okay if I went over to her house on Friday night to watch some movies and have a few alcoholic beverages!! Fuck, I wish I could take her up on that but I have to work Friday night. So I wrote her back saying how interested I am and now I'm just waiting to find out when we're going to have our first...I guess you could call it a date.
It looks like Gore might have his first date in almost 4 years someday very soon!! That's awesome because now that Springtime is almost here, I can feel my loins starting to ache for some love.
OOOOOuuuuuuu Gore's got a girlfriend, gores got a girlfriend! Hahaha.
Hit it up dude, it could and (considering how awesome you are im asuming you have good taste in the ladiezzz) should turn out to be most excellent.
Does she like metal? I'll bet you she's a beast in the sack.
waitaminute. I don't even know who she is. Whatever.
Gore, tap that asap.
Yep, it'll be my first sexual experience (that includes kissing) in almost 4 years. Why have I waited this long, I hear you ask? How do you go that long without sex and stuff, you say? I honestly don't know.
As far as her musical tastes go, I'm not too sure on that one either. I think she said she likes a bit of everything. All I keep thinking about is how big her boobs are. I'm a total boob freak...and an assman too.
So we just chatted a bit on MSN and found out that she lives about a 15 minute walk from where I live. She asked me to come over tonight to have a tea with her before work. I have some shit to do tonight so I don't know if I'm going tonight or tomorrow night...but all I know is if we're hitting it off, I won't want to go to work.
So I wrote her back saying how interested I am and now I'm just waiting to find out when we're going to have our first...I guess you could call it a date.
