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After loosing some verry close freinds in east timor that hurt ,but i really cant imagine your pain caro. .

All i can say people , is live each day as much as you can to the fullist as you never now what tommrow may bring . .

And if you find someone you really care about grab them with both arms and never let them go this is what i have learnt in the last few months.


(Bet you never pictured me saying something like that caro , Hey.)

Rip Danny

Also Rip Toby and Akwame -Obei 1 year on . . .

Do we have a picture of him?

...working on the pics...

I'm in his room right now

His keyboard is all decorated... with labels from skateboarding and snowboarding companies he liked... and here's a picture of a rocket on it that he drew...

We went and talked to one of the boys who was with him...

He jumped, he didn't fall. He just hit face first. He just hit wrong. There had been two successful jumps made that day. Three kids jumped in after him, though from a slightly lower elevation. They couldn't save him, he sank.

I'm not doing so well, and the posts here have really helped. Please don't let them die off.

It's just... everything I can feel hurts so bad. He'll never hear his favorite songs again, or feel the sun on his face, or taste some delicious food, or feel anything... he's just gone.

I have to go now... ugh. It's so hard to continue.

If you go and do anything stupid I will torment your soul in heaven fo eternity.

The fact is, is that even though your brother has passed away, you are still here and your life will still go on. Its hard now but in time the dirty amounts of pain you feel now will go to a large extent with time. Remember if you need to talk with someone (i've had counselling etc.) then Im around.

we're all with you! stay cool!

He's not gone for eternity, you may see him again some day, just try your hardest to make it through the time that you have left here on earth.

My sweet Caro... life is too fragile. Be strong. You are in my thoughts.

"There's no indication alcohol was involved."
No mention of marijuana. Just good plain fun, and an accident. At least they didn't screw with his memory by blaming weed.

Caro, keep on posting on the boards, tell us what you feel cuz its hard to hear that you seem to be giving up

its a great setback but plz dont go back to where you came from, your brother will always be with you in mind and heart, and you have lots of ppl still alive that want to help comfort you ... and keep you from doing stupid things, so keep comming to the boards my thoughts are with you!

theres nothing i could say or do to end the pain, just try and remember the good times you had together and stay strong

Caro I'll pray every night for you to be strong and your brother to be happy wherever he is. Losing someone close to you is harder than getting stabbed 3 times, I know this for a fact. Just try to be strong; I'm sure your family needs you that way for support. Everyone on this forum loves you and really wants you to be ok. Good luck with everything.

Caro, you have my deepest sympathies

I hope you can endure this immeasurably difficult and dark time.

I am truly sorry for your loss

Remember that he is in a BETTER place right now. he is probably looking down on you smiling. know that he is happy and that his soul is in eternal peace. stay strong not only for yourself but the rest of your family, you know that is what your brother would want. again good luck and god bless.

I talked to a woman today

she was old, had had a stroke


cant make language

ecxept for one word and a few phrases

the phrases being yes, no, and I dont know

the word being toast

she looked at me

at my brother's pic

"toast toast toast tooast, toast no, toast no". with *such* feeling. she grabbed my ringlet. "toast yes". She pointed at dan. "toast toast toast, no no no no. I dont know, I dont know" and just cried with me.

My baby brother...oh God, why says:
it was amazing actually. someone who understood.. somehow...coz the greif doesnt have words

and dan is toast


There will be a powerpoint slideshow that my ex is making for his funeral this wednesday. I'll try to share it with you guys. Dan made 21 posts here.

If anyone cares, I've realized nothing matters. I ate a big roast beef sandwich today. I did it for Dan. He would have LOVED to see his sister do that. It didn't stay down, but it's the thought that counts. And you know what? Death is the order of life. Life is precious. Human life is most precious. It was different when Danny was reduced to meat.

I picked out his coffin...light blue. His nice skate shoes are in the back of his Cadillac along with his jeans... he changed there... we have to remember to get the shoes so he doesnt have to wear the ones he died in

i couldnt imagine loosing a brother, let alone two. its all fate. and we have to fuckin sit back and take it all. bull shit >;/

Caro I sit here with nothing else but a tear,
rolling down my face with elegant grace,
I pray for your brother as I do my departed neighbor,
Who also crashed down without any warning sound.

I hope your heart can handle this pain,
Although I understand you will never be the same,
Smile and keep a wish I'm sure he had,
That you'll live you life happy no time to be sad.

My mind and my soul I pray,
Is helping you carry this burden in some way.
I am here for you all of the time,
Just so you know my heart wrote this rhyme.