I'm close to screwing up too but now I'm kind of trying to do all I can to pass and I really want to so I can show off to my parents that I can do school and smoke weed, I think that if I make it this year, they'll allow me to toke up regularly. But if I screw up... hmm.
The main problem with me is that it has changed so much this year in comparisation to the previous, I'm in the 4th of Vwo and the past 3 year I haven't done a thing about homework and shit, I learned approx 20 mins per test maximum and it all worked out, but this year I only get about 3 - 4 tests a year for each class (which makes it hard to work away the bad grades).
But anyway I gotta continue studying



