Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 4:38 pm
yeah u do teacing people like me more about weed, youve helped me out alot
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Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 4:42 pm
Lol Im not gonna do nothing and Im not looking for sympathy its just life really sucks atm and its gonna suck for the 6 months to a year
Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 4:43 pm
i cant believe how you have taken me on a ride of emotion this last few days twiddler!!!i was son angry with you and many otehrs, but now i feeling very sympathetic, as i think i know how you feel.
its fucking terrible when you get to the stage when you go to sleep not wanting to wake up yourself, one of the digns of proper depression, dont need a dotocr for that diagnosis.
but hey, youre stil living, you got your mum, and you obviously have freinds on this board, do you have ne pets to spend time with or you not really petty person, no pun intended. i have found that i can be okay it time sof lonliness and depression as long as i have acat to live with!they seem to radiate peace, some of the time neway, and lookig deeply into their eyes i cant help but feel kinda like they understand me and empathize.
go get the hunter s thompson book generation of swine or the great shark hunt, thatll keep you busy for a while.
or do some writing??some rhymes???listen to some of your tunes and produce??even if its downbeat, it often serves as some kinda therapy, to me at times neway.
while we may not have been the best of buddies i do sincerely hope that you have the strength to lift yourself up mentally, as i hate to see neone dpressed, regardless of my relationship with them.
there so much to be thankful for just been alive!
so yeh i hope your sitation improves!
give some of your mates a call or try plana trip down to london to see them?
thereare some +ves about sctoland, the people alwasy seemed sincere to me and generally friendly. tho often very hard to understand!
or go to a rescue home and get a cat to learn from and have as friend, they often better than people, cos they honest.
its fucking terrible when you get to the stage when you go to sleep not wanting to wake up yourself, one of the digns of proper depression, dont need a dotocr for that diagnosis.
but hey, youre stil living, you got your mum, and you obviously have freinds on this board, do you have ne pets to spend time with or you not really petty person, no pun intended. i have found that i can be okay it time sof lonliness and depression as long as i have acat to live with!they seem to radiate peace, some of the time neway, and lookig deeply into their eyes i cant help but feel kinda like they understand me and empathize.
go get the hunter s thompson book generation of swine or the great shark hunt, thatll keep you busy for a while.
or do some writing??some rhymes???listen to some of your tunes and produce??even if its downbeat, it often serves as some kinda therapy, to me at times neway.
while we may not have been the best of buddies i do sincerely hope that you have the strength to lift yourself up mentally, as i hate to see neone dpressed, regardless of my relationship with them.
there so much to be thankful for just been alive!
so yeh i hope your sitation improves!
give some of your mates a call or try plana trip down to london to see them?
thereare some +ves about sctoland, the people alwasy seemed sincere to me and generally friendly. tho often very hard to understand!
or go to a rescue home and get a cat to learn from and have as friend, they often better than people, cos they honest.
Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 4:45 pm
are u ganna move back to london?
Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 4:49 pm
Thanks for your word Animal. I dont have any pets, I would love a dog but my mum isnt a pet person. I know exactly what you mean about not wanting to wake up. Everyday I dont go college I just sleep all day and get up at night and lounge around. I just cant see how life can get any better while I am living here. I think I just need to get out of the UK all together.
Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 4:56 pm
well i wish u uk folk and whoever else is in day time a wicked day. im off to sleeeeep, and i hope i dont wake up wondering where the men with shotguns are, like did thi smorning!!!!strange dreams without the weed, very strange!a dream docotr might say i have fears of been persecuted, but i dont, so i sure there more to it than that, anyway im sure youre all madly intrigued by my dreams, but im off.
pace e amore!
pace e amore!
Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 4:56 pm
come to the states then i can hook u up with some bud
Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 9:52 pm
A Blonde, a Brunette, and a Redhead walk into a bar. The bartender tells them that in the restroom, there is a magic mirror.
If you tell the truth in front of it, you get the one thing you desire the most. But if you lie in front of it, you disappear and you can never come back. So, the redhead goes into the restroom and stands in front of the mirror.
"I think that I am the most beautiful person in this bar." And the Redhead walks out with a brand new red car.
Then the Brunette goes into the restroom and says to the mirror," I think Im the smartest person in this bar." And she gets a million dollars.
Then the Blonde goes into the restroom and says to the mirror," I think..." POOF! She disappears.
a joke to lighten the mood
If you tell the truth in front of it, you get the one thing you desire the most. But if you lie in front of it, you disappear and you can never come back. So, the redhead goes into the restroom and stands in front of the mirror.
"I think that I am the most beautiful person in this bar." And the Redhead walks out with a brand new red car.
Then the Brunette goes into the restroom and says to the mirror," I think Im the smartest person in this bar." And she gets a million dollars.
Then the Blonde goes into the restroom and says to the mirror," I think..." POOF! She disappears.
a joke to lighten the mood
Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 9:56 pm
Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 10:05 pm
Stressful ass day, No drank to drank either. Well, I got a 40 of 211 and 15 natty ice's. But im trying to stay tru to my word and not drank till friday.
Lunch time at school, Chillin at the park, Smokin on blunts and ports as usual. Some dude comes up and out of the blue talking mad smack, Says something to my boy how it looks like somebody jizzed on his face got hes got some gel up on his face. Says something to me about being sweaty and shit. Fuck yeah i was sweaty. Two hours earlier i was jogging a half mile to school in 90 degree weather. I woke up late and shit so i had to hurry on up. So i was fucking mad sweaty, But nobody dont give a fuck. I got pissed, But i let it slide.
Then next class came and went, And we get out 10 minute smoke break. Same dude comes up to me and fucking says something like "your dripping fucking sweat", Now i know i wasn't, I wasnt sweating at all, Jus my shirt was still wet from running this morning. I snapped on the bitch *censor*. You dont run your mouth up in this school, Thats asking for trouble. I aient got no beef with nobody because i dont start no shit. Well mother fucker, I went off on him. I got right in his face, Like a fuckign inch from his face and was like "You punk ass bitch, You better shut the fuck up", He goes like "Im jus kidding BG, Chill out." I jus said "Fuck, You know DAMN well that shit dosent slide, I oughta stomp your fucking skull in kid". And he jus walked away like a bitch *censor*.
Only one thing came to my mind, The song by Three 6 - Testin My Gangsta.
"That jus how it is, It had to go down, Why these bitchs testin my gangsta, Why ya'll testin my gangsta, Why ya'll *censor* wanna test my gangsta, Im have to run up and shank ya, Or pour some cemet in your shoes and sank ya, TEST ME *censor*, ILL HAVE YOU LAYIN IN BLOOD".
So that shit had me pissed and on edge, I aient no fool. I aient going around fucking with people trying to look hard, That aient my style. I dont tell mother fuckers things ive done, I dont give a fuck. But i will not stand for *censor* trying to boss up to me. I was raised that way, I aient no GANGSTER, But i damn well will kill a mother fucker. Dont fuck with me, Thats the bottom line. Fuck with me and your asking me to do something i dont want to, And i will if i feel i should.
Then so my last class was math which i fucking suck at. And this teacher a fucking dyke. She never gives us enough time to finish the work, We dont have enough books to take shit home and do homework, So were basically fucked. So in this class, First a female went to the bathroom right, She came back in, And what happened? Teacher kicked her the fuck out. You get kicked out of class, Belive it, YOU AIENT COMING BACK AGAIN. Stupid as fuck, We're allowed to get up and go to the bathroom at any point of time we wish, Its the fucking federal law.
So after that people were gettin routy and wantin to fuck with this teacher. Shit, Ill join in.
All at once dudes start fuckign around. People throwing text books left and right. A couple people lit up ciggerates IN THE CLASSROOM.
A buddy of mine asked if i had some papers on me, I had a pack, I took the shit out and gave him a couple papers in front of her face. He proceeds to fucking take out a bag of weed and break it up.
Teacher was flipping out, She tryed to stop him, But books were flying all over and shit, She couldnt do anything at all. She jus took off running.
At that point i said fuck it and peaced out. Went out the emergency exit, Went to the park and smoked a port. I knew if i stayed in the class, I'd end up maybe getting kicked out because everybody was routy in there. About 15 of us left. I chilled till 3:00 and the weedman came out. One main dude is sellin right now. They'res a couple hundred other dealers. But this is the main dude in school.
Other people are sellin small bags to a couple people, Others are big dealers and dont fuck with small sacks in school, Others jus dont sell in school period.
Now this *censor*, He sells all day during school. He makes a killing. Everybody who wants a nick, 10, 20, eighth, quater, Whatever small, Hits this dude up.
So i hit up the weedman for a 20. Which is about 5 grams of some killer, Or else i wouldnt even talk to this guy.
Smoked a blunt with a few heads which was about a 2 gram blunt and made $10 off it. So made back half the money, And didnt even get rid of half the weed, And still smoked it. That made my day a little better.
Lunch time at school, Chillin at the park, Smokin on blunts and ports as usual. Some dude comes up and out of the blue talking mad smack, Says something to my boy how it looks like somebody jizzed on his face got hes got some gel up on his face. Says something to me about being sweaty and shit. Fuck yeah i was sweaty. Two hours earlier i was jogging a half mile to school in 90 degree weather. I woke up late and shit so i had to hurry on up. So i was fucking mad sweaty, But nobody dont give a fuck. I got pissed, But i let it slide.
Then next class came and went, And we get out 10 minute smoke break. Same dude comes up to me and fucking says something like "your dripping fucking sweat", Now i know i wasn't, I wasnt sweating at all, Jus my shirt was still wet from running this morning. I snapped on the bitch *censor*. You dont run your mouth up in this school, Thats asking for trouble. I aient got no beef with nobody because i dont start no shit. Well mother fucker, I went off on him. I got right in his face, Like a fuckign inch from his face and was like "You punk ass bitch, You better shut the fuck up", He goes like "Im jus kidding BG, Chill out." I jus said "Fuck, You know DAMN well that shit dosent slide, I oughta stomp your fucking skull in kid". And he jus walked away like a bitch *censor*.
Only one thing came to my mind, The song by Three 6 - Testin My Gangsta.
"That jus how it is, It had to go down, Why these bitchs testin my gangsta, Why ya'll testin my gangsta, Why ya'll *censor* wanna test my gangsta, Im have to run up and shank ya, Or pour some cemet in your shoes and sank ya, TEST ME *censor*, ILL HAVE YOU LAYIN IN BLOOD".
So that shit had me pissed and on edge, I aient no fool. I aient going around fucking with people trying to look hard, That aient my style. I dont tell mother fuckers things ive done, I dont give a fuck. But i will not stand for *censor* trying to boss up to me. I was raised that way, I aient no GANGSTER, But i damn well will kill a mother fucker. Dont fuck with me, Thats the bottom line. Fuck with me and your asking me to do something i dont want to, And i will if i feel i should.
Then so my last class was math which i fucking suck at. And this teacher a fucking dyke. She never gives us enough time to finish the work, We dont have enough books to take shit home and do homework, So were basically fucked. So in this class, First a female went to the bathroom right, She came back in, And what happened? Teacher kicked her the fuck out. You get kicked out of class, Belive it, YOU AIENT COMING BACK AGAIN. Stupid as fuck, We're allowed to get up and go to the bathroom at any point of time we wish, Its the fucking federal law.
So after that people were gettin routy and wantin to fuck with this teacher. Shit, Ill join in.
All at once dudes start fuckign around. People throwing text books left and right. A couple people lit up ciggerates IN THE CLASSROOM.
A buddy of mine asked if i had some papers on me, I had a pack, I took the shit out and gave him a couple papers in front of her face. He proceeds to fucking take out a bag of weed and break it up.
Teacher was flipping out, She tryed to stop him, But books were flying all over and shit, She couldnt do anything at all. She jus took off running.
At that point i said fuck it and peaced out. Went out the emergency exit, Went to the park and smoked a port. I knew if i stayed in the class, I'd end up maybe getting kicked out because everybody was routy in there. About 15 of us left. I chilled till 3:00 and the weedman came out. One main dude is sellin right now. They'res a couple hundred other dealers. But this is the main dude in school.
Other people are sellin small bags to a couple people, Others are big dealers and dont fuck with small sacks in school, Others jus dont sell in school period.
Now this *censor*, He sells all day during school. He makes a killing. Everybody who wants a nick, 10, 20, eighth, quater, Whatever small, Hits this dude up.
So i hit up the weedman for a 20. Which is about 5 grams of some killer, Or else i wouldnt even talk to this guy.
Smoked a blunt with a few heads which was about a 2 gram blunt and made $10 off it. So made back half the money, And didnt even get rid of half the weed, And still smoked it. That made my day a little better.
Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2005 10:47 pm
Fucking had a shit day at sixform today felt like shit earlier, went to pick up a Dime Bag (Flat broke at the moment) Anyway guy comes out some random guy and gives me the shit. So i open it up there was about a gram there tops i was fucking so pissed so i roll a joint to calm the pain, Finish it ring my dealer back up explain that i think the ten is tiny. He says hes sorry and that was the last of his weed says because your my homeboy ill bring you a free sack ring me in thirty min. So i do he pops out sorts me a good two grams on top of what he gave me before and show mes his new toy some flash light/ Tazer thiing where it electricutes people it was insane. so in the end stuffs worked out i feel a little better and at least i have a small sack for a day 
Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2005 12:52 am
Anyone else see the newest registered member yet? lol
Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2005 12:57 am
Yep Yep
Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2005 12:57 am
Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2005 3:59 am
Ok, I'm a STUDENT worker, I do tech support. I sit in a dark room between classes and fix computers. I get paid $5.15 an hour... And now, I have to buy new clothes. No t-shirts, No jeans, no baggy pants, no shirts with writing/logos other than my school's. Damn the man.
I was going to quit, till I got word that a restaurant down town is closing, putting 24 students plus a few more people out of jobs, thus flooding the market in this piss hole town.
I was going to quit, till I got word that a restaurant down town is closing, putting 24 students plus a few more people out of jobs, thus flooding the market in this piss hole town.