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oh no..... My deepest sympathy for your brother, and I hope you get through this terrible time okay. It might just be me, but it would seem bad shit has been happening to almost everyone, everywhere lately. but caro, i'm very sorry. I really wish I could say something else that would make you feel better, but I don't know what it is, so i'll just say, i'm sorry and goodluck....

really sorry caro, don't know what else to say was so shocked when I read your post.

Once again Im sorry to hear he died. Im sure he was a dude and Im equally sure that he was a great loss to your family, his friends and in general stoners everywhere.

Don't do anything stupid though. Just remember that the world will go on and that eventually the grief will slowly but surely ebb away.

Good luck and god bless you and your family. you know that you have an extended family here on this site so if you ever need anything you have all of us there to back you up and do whatever we can. sorry for your loss.

indeed, take your time of solitude, but then come back so we can help you some more, I and i think that i could speak for all of us do NOT want you to do stupid things to yourself...It might seems as something that you cannot overcome but you can, your a strong person so just take the time that is needed and then turn back to that other loving and caring family you have right here, on the boards

Condolenses Caro. Good luck with coping, these times are hard.

RIP Danny

I've been staring at the screen for 10 minutes figuring out what to say, only to realise there's nothing I can say that expresses my feelings right now... I'm deeply, deeply sorry, Caro... but like Kronix said, you probably heard it so much it lost all meaning.

I know some of you will think I'm a wuss or a liar, but reading this topic brought tears to my eyes, omething that hasn't happened in a long time.

Rest in peace Danny...

that is so fuckin` unfair, why are we punished like this ;[

rip.

yeah...

Thanks for caring, you guys. Danny was fucking awesome. I've been smoking, I'll never be able to light one up with him again. Coz he's in some fucking refridgerator right now. That's not where my baby brother belongs.

The drive over here was scary. Neither my mom nor I slept, and I had to literally keep her on the road in the right lane for 5 hours. She just checked out... you should see the look in her eyes, after losing both of her sons. One to leukemia and one to this ... tragedy.

We got more info. The mortician said no ghastly head wounds, thank god. But what likely happened is this: he intended to jump, but slipped and fell instead. Either the rocks below or the water (which can be as hard as cement when you hit it that fast, belly first) broke his neck. He never had a chance... according to eye witnesses, he plunged, briefly resurfaced face down, and then sank 35 feet to the bottom of the river. They had to send divers in to recover his body.

Just 17 years old. I never, never thought I'd have to survive another sibling. I lost my big brother when I was 14 and now, my little brother. I can still call his voicemail but he will never say "hey Cari" as only he can again.

The pain is like being crushed alive, especially seeing my mother and father. They've been talking quietly for about 5 hours now... after 12 years of bitter arguments and hatred. Maybe they will take solace in eachother. I can't be that strong (telling my mom, making her drive here, helping write the obituary) anymore. I've been puking quite frequently and all that is left is yellow foam that tastes foul. My whole body is filled with a sinking, crushing sickness. How can he be in a fucking refridgerator???? I want to see him, to throw myself on his body, to

wow that is really a bad way to go out.

i as sorry for your brother... i am really am. this kinda made my day sad...

i can guareentee he is proud of me and we dont even know each other. i took the day off from smokin weed in his memory. i even called my smokin buds to take off smoking for the day because i heard of a fellow smoker that had died.

but in the words of 36MafIa are making me wanna smoke out with blunts the rest of the day... "and when i am dead and i am gone let the blunts blaze"

so maybe i just will

*hugs again* I...I cant think of anything to say . Like I said before I didn't know him because Im new. But I'm sure If I'd got to know him he would have been a total dude. And for me to say someone is a toal dude means I've seen that they deserve shit loads of respect. Everyone here seems to have liked him so he was obviously a complete and utter dude!

The only thing I can suggest to make the pain go away for a brief period of time is to skin up like 6 or 7 jays and get totaly mashed out of your face. Ok so drugs arn't probably best right now but as you know when you're high pretty much everything just gets forgotten. Obviously you can't forget this but it may ease the pain. Whatever you do don't do any shrooms or acid. You will have the worst trip EVER and I wouldn't be surprised if it caused you to commit suicide. A nasty trip is damn evil when your just feeling a little upset.

What I said before still stands. If you want someone to randomly talk to then I can usually be found at darf_vada@hotmail.com.

Were all here for you.

Peace.

My deepest sympathies.

My little cousin just passed away 2 weeks ago due to Cystic Fibrosis. He wasn't as close as a sibling, but It still feels terrible to lose someone so young. He was only 15. He was talking about how when he gets out of the hospital he was going to get hit temps, and get braces. He got double pneumonia and blisters on his lungs two days before he passed away. That was one of the most painful things I've experienced.

I can't say I feel for you, because I don't.. I can't imagine how that would feel, but I can say that you have my deepest sympathies, and that I hope the rest of the Summer treats you ultimately better. As for your brother, he no longer has to worry about anything. He's looking down upon you now, I'm sure, and you will meet again one day if you believe in such things.

*hug*

This forum loves you Caro.

I'm not going to speak for everybody, but I'm sure everyone will agree that this sudden tragedy should not have been forced upon a person as decent as yourself.
You really do not deserve this.

Damn Caro, as Funk Doc, I can't find any words to explain how much I feel sorry for everything that is happening to you right now. Extremely sorry. And also as Sensei said, if you need to talk, hit me up on messenger... Hard times are easier to go threw with company. Good Luck, Caro, Good Luck.

Damn...

Damn.... on msn if you wanna talk ;\