scarf wrote:i enjoy paranoia these days... i almost embrace it... although it rarely happens... when it does its almost fun now
PLease. tell me how youw embrace paranoia. I need to know! That sounds lkie it would be awsome.
you find a woman, have a baby, name it paranoia, and hug it?
lol...
no i just mean that i very rarely get paranoid while smoking...
so when it starts to creep up... i usually recognise that im just scaring myself
and that things arent as bad as they seem... so i keep that in the back of my mind and then just let it take me... if i get too freaked/paranoid then i try to remember that im high and that everything is extrapolated in my mind... its really not that bad
Man I've had some fucked up paranoid moments in my time. Once I was walking home late at night and I jumped behind a bush when I turned the corner because I thought a car was following me the whole way home haha . I enjoy/embrace it as well.
I saw on TV today, this man lost his son, his son died...
So he had him cremated, took his ashes, and then made it into a Diamond ring...
Now he watches his son shine every day.
I just thought about that, while I sit here ashing in this ashtray...
. I enjoy/embrace it as well.