when i look back on my words from only a day or so back, i see the twisted sense of reality that desceneds upond the deranged mind of a veteran dopefiend whos lacking the dope which normally allows for a more reasonable and accurate vie wo fthe world.
I must say that i been kinda overwhelmed by the messages of support and often impassioned pleas to pull myself out of the hole which i dug so quickly in the fertile weedguru soil.
thankyou all all those members who have shown me that the findings of my recent injection into the vein of the community maybe be true on some levels, but in reality are overshadowed by the nucelus of wicked people who really make up this site, like a honda c90 would be overshadowed by a boeing 747 on a runway in tijuana in the midst of summer.
on reflection i can see how though many worthy points were rasied, somehwre along the way i succumbed to the uncontrollable crazy amount of energy in my mind which has come as a result of 4 years of rapid and delirious high grade skunk usage coming to a sudden halt combined with moving 12000 miles away from my bike, lady and friends.
Wholesale changes to this place are not neccesary but some changes are. these will be discussed with the mods and between the admin. i have never approached this site with the atitude 'mine, mine'mine' as those who know me a little wil understand. there is a case for some guidelines to be gently impressed upon the admins/mods and members whcih will be discussed in due time.
there has been quite few members who have pointed out various occasions, when ne opposition to the regualr members has been met with abuse, which in turn has been backed up by an hoarde of little internet homies, and though i will happily concede that this isnt rife through the cross section of this soceity, it remains a very blatant issue.
I feel that i should let all the members know that if any of you feel like you are been vicitmized by any other members, then you are more than welcome to report it privately to me or Asmodeus, or any of the mods that you feel comfortable with. Your messages will be treated as private and not end up either in any forums for debate with others, and your complaints will be throughly investigated and resolved. so please please i want none of you to feel like here arent ne of the admin/mod team who are willing to listen and reasonably examine your distress.
pm me or mail me or messenger me at
lupo7777777@hotmail.com
discretion is assured.
So i must draw this to a close. I will allow myself to enter this ocean again without fear of been surrounded by sharks, as this strech of water is made up some of the most clourful and intriguing species that creation has kindly given us. i was wrong about a few things and right about a few things. the fact remains though that only a weak man could show such outrage then dissapear with his tail betwene his legs.
so I am not going back on EVERYTHING i have screeched like some vulture who didnt get get even one bite of the only dead wilderbeast for 10.000miles sq.
there will be more news forthcoming, though nothing major.
i would rather look a touch silly by returning so quickly to address the issues i rasied in a more controlled manner than exiting this wicked site(that can be as wickedd as it used to be and more, im sure!) s some kind of misplaced martyr!
So thankyou again for all the very kind and constructive support I have received both in public and in private.
This site is about the community as a whole, it always has been and always will be. I am still tremendously proud to be the co-founder and I am filled with renewed vigour not ti mpose my martial law byt to instill a sense of solidarity that has been lacking.