ello again... things are getting better between me and my dear old, shes actually letting me in the house again... so im using her comp now...
long story short, after the mushrooms i got motivated, and got a job, after a while, (and a fucking kickass weekend in edinburgh) i sorta lost that motivation, and i ended up fucking work around, not going and shit.. after a while it made things at home, the final straw was when i skipped work to go to my best mates 18th birthday party, there was no way i was missing that... since then, august, i've been homeless, been sofa surfing for a few weeks, stayed with some family around croydon for a couple of weeks, and now im back staying with a good friend of mine, not sure how long im staying there though...
good news is after all this i still have my job, but working nights has been impossible, so i'm getting sick pay at the moment, signed off for the past 6 weeks, runs out on monday, not quite sure what im doing then, im looking for a day job, and somewhere to live at the moment, but without an income, its near enough impossible to find somewhere to live.
thanks everyone for the concern, and i'll try to keep you all informed on whats happening with things, Toonces, your a dude for smoking my favourite flavour of blunt, tweedle, sorry to disapoint ya man, im still going
really this has been the best thing to happen to me, at the moment im in a bad situation, but its not over yet, and when i get through this, im going to be a better person for dealing with it, things are looking up... im in a good mood, did coke again last night
anyways, until i get back around to getting on the net... i bid thee goodbye
