Fucking bitch shit ass fucker asshole faggots...

[BGDetroit]

Night before court, Stressed as hell. And what do i see? My bro comes home with three 40's and my pops with a pint of yaeger, Mother fuckers..

[BGDetroit]

Im stressed the fuck out tonight, I hate this shit...

I cant wait till tommrows done and over with. Im to the point im ready to beat the shit outta anything i see move and feel like bitching everybody out. Fuckin bitches..

I hate dealing with court, I cant be myself, I have to go in there, Suck up like crazy, Hear how im such a fuck up and a menace. This and that. Dress up all nice, Shave my goatee and mustache..

Im lookin forward to tommrow night, Booze and 40's

Wish me luck for tommrow ya'll, Ima need it..

"Your lucky you never had to walk a mile in my shoes, Cuz then you might know what its like, What its like, To sing the blues.."

[Hugo113]

You just gotta jump through their hoops and do what they say. It sucks but it's the only thing you can do.

Good luck man

[canadianbud]

alrite bg theres 2 ways i relieve stress

1st: music
2nd: let it all out

always start with music, because its somewhat less destructive

download some really relaxed music (i recommend phish or pink floyd or beatles)
just put on a really long playlist and lie down to that playing for a while.

if this really doesnt work, and you dont have a punching bag, find something soft wherever u live (couch, bed) and just punch it a few times, dont go nuts, that gets u more angry. try not to hit it as hard as u can cos u mite rip it (wich would prolly get u more pissed) then go somewhere and work-out as hard as u can and focus ur anger n stress into pushing yourself harder. Try to use machines as apposed to free-weights, so if u push urself too hard then you wont drop something on urself. After doing all this go back to music. after working out u should sleep quite well.

keep strong man

[BGDetroit]

Went today and it went good actually, After going to my first court hearing going thinking it would be aight not a big deal to it turning out to be the worst scenario that coulda happened without getting tooken to juvie.

So last two times i went expecting the worst and both times went ALOT better then expected.

First off i always dress up and shit even if its not actual court but interviews and shit i dress up like i would for court and everything, While no one else does most people wearin sweat suits and shit like everyday thang. So that makes a good impression, Go being real resepectful, And saying shit to make myself sound better then i am lol, Dont give all the truthful answers because i know what to say.

And it was basically a Juvenile Mental Health/Probation hearing thing. Seeing if i have problames emotionaly and mentally. And talking about my case, Why it happened, Talking about my past, My family, My current situation, This and that.

And from what she was saying shes going to push for it to be dismissed because this is my first offecne and that it was that serious. Even testing positive she said shes going to try to get it dismissed. And the complaintent is trying to sue us for $1500 for a alarm system and $200 for a window. She said thats bullshit but in different terms, And that the only way wed have to pay for the alarm if it was damaged and it was purchased previous to the incident and it was bought a couple days later so that will hopefully get dropped..

So things are looking up so far, Next court date is May 12th. And hoping shit will be all cool.


And gettin drunk tonight, Got some 40's of "Magnum Malt Liquer".

[jonny cockeral]

good news. will this help improve the weed situation?

[BGDetroit]

Fuck if i know lol...

If i get off with a dismiss i should be fine to smoke the sweet cheeba again. But also dude i talked to last time said he'll call me randomley to check up on me so makes me think random tests to see if i went back to my old ways...

But if i get on probation, She said its usally 6 months to a year, So thatd be fucking forever without smoking..

[nowhere]

Fuck if i know lol...

If i get off with a dismiss i should be fine to smoke the sweet cheeba again. But also dude i talked to last time said he'll call me randomley to check up on me so makes me think random tests to see if i went back to my old ways...

But if i get on probation, She said its usally 6 months to a year, So thatd be fucking forever without smoking..

things could be definatley worse tho man, as hard as it is, there IS a brightside in this situation, you just have to stay positive, and keep looking at the good things, and the fact shit could be a lot worse for you