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[andriaSRH]

Or the nerdiest and most pathetic XD

[AbbyRoad]

i talked to my mom on the phone last night for an hour, i hadnt talked to her in a month.
turns out my older and younger siblings both know what they want to with their lives. which is kind of a shock to me.
ive always been the most driven of the three siblings. always knowing what i want and making plans on how to get it.
but lately it seems like i have less of a clue of what i want than ever before.
i just dont know anymore.

my momma says i gotta make my happiness a priority, since no one else will make it theirs.
i feel as if another time of deep introspection has come around. but fuck! there are so many meaningless distractions.
maybe i have Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD). i always feel so shitty about life during the winter months. like a constant low outlook on life, also almost all of my breakups take place during the winter months.

[WeedGuru_Flow]

Yeah wintertimes render a lot of people slightly depressed, I'm happier during the summer as well, I guess it's normal in a way.

And with aging comes reflection, in my opinion anyway, I know that now that i'm 24 - on my way to 25 (yikes!) I think about life and where i'm going a lot more than I did a couple of years back.

So don't be afraid or anxious about not knowing what to do with your life, as it's said in the sunscreen song :

"Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't."

[emilyblunt]

I'm feeling a bit depressed lately. I begin to think that my life is slowly falling apart. I don't know if it's just the weather. Lately all I just want to do is eat and sleep. I don't even get in touch with my friends either. What's happening to me? Before I used to enjoy parties, now, I don't want to be around a large group of people. Also, I tend to get others infected by my negative vibes.

[WeedGuru_Flow]

Quit smoking for a while, it'll probably help with the anxieties, and you have to make an effort, they're your friends so seeing them every once in a while is part of the deal :p

[logically]

Winter always makes me feel more alive.

i love the sound of crunching snow on a clear winter night when there is no other sounds.

on beautiful nights when the snow is falling and I don't have to be anywhere.

[WeedGuru_Flow]

yeah crunching snow is indeed an awesome sound.

We should crunch snow together someday.

[AbbyRoad]

Winter always makes me feel more alive.

i love the sound of crunching snow on a clear winter night when there is no other sounds.

on beautiful nights when the snow is falling and I don't have to be anywhere.

[pkkupo]

I feel the same way, Logic. Winter is gorgeous. I actually get excited about winters tendency to make everything a little harder and more painful. Trudging through snow while battling the bitter, sleet filled gusts of wind. Feels great. Very romantic, imo. Also, the fact that you know you'll be able to cozy up at home soon after enduring the elements is always an endearing thought...

[Gorecore]

I went bowling with my Dad today! Neither one of us had bowled in 15 years, and we both had a hoot! Lots of laughs, a bit of cursing, and really shitty scores all around. Neither of us cracked 80 today! We bowled 3 strings and I won 2 out of the 3! I got two spares, so that made me happy!

I think we're going to try to bowl a couple times a month from now on.

[weedguru_waffles]

Winter always makes me feel more alive.

i love the sound of crunching snow on a clear winter night when there is no other sounds.

on beautiful nights when the snow is falling and I don't have to be anywhere.

that made me smile!
i like it when the snow just settles in a fluffy layer and sparkles in the night under the soft incandescent glow of traffic lights.

[andriaSRH]

Doesn't matter how lomg I've lived here ...I will never enjoy or get used to snow.

[king]

I went bowling with my Dad today! Neither one of us had bowled in 15 years, and we both had a hoot! Lots of laughs, a bit of cursing, and really shitty scores all around. Neither of us cracked 80 today! We bowled 3 strings and I won 2 out of the 3! I got two spares, so that made me happy!

I think we're going to try to bowl a couple times a month from now on.

haha yea i think that's the best when you go with people who just like you, haven't played for a very long time because then it's more fun cause everytime you fuck up everyone's laughing together and cracking jokes on each other

[(weedguru)scarf]

its hard to be on the computer when there is so much sunlight outside these days

[WeedGuru_Flow]

Oh man it's been ages since I went bowling, I'm not particularly good at it but once I get the right swing I get a couple of strikes and some spares !

Finally got word from Arkadin (that teleconference company I solicited with a while ago) that the merge is almost complete and that I will be invited to sign the contract in the next weeks !


I'm so looking forward to finally getting a steady job again, being at home all day is fun, but gets old quick:p