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iits a weird feelin` when you look at photo's and hes there. but then you lift up your head from looking at the pic and there is nothin`. just dotn let him be forgotten caro.

You look EXACTLY like your mother, Caro.

Aw, thanks Sacha. That's a huge compliment. When she was my age, she was a model!

Here's the second installment of pictures from Dan's young life.

Danny and brother Ronnie at Dan's 1st birthday


Haha, little chocolate face, so cute...


"peace" | Even at such a young age, he was mellow


If I only knew, I would never have turned my back on him in life


Danny, mom and I on our beach in Kauai

Im really glad you and your mum liked the picture I made. Seems like I've done something right for once. And you called me dude !!! Has another person discovered the legend that is me!?!

Yo. I'm having kind of a shitty day.

Honestly, I still want Dan to be ... everything, I can't put him away. I need to keep talking and I really appreciate everyone who has listened... you can't know how crucial it is.

Yet, I find myself getting upset when this thread slows down, and that's not right. I guess I realized today that i need somewhere to go where it is all about Dan. I found a really nice forum dedicated to grieving people and whoah... I don't know. It's good, I think, to hear other's stories and know that as lame as this is, it could be worse. Dan was young but not so young we didn't know who he would be.

I'd liek to share the pics now of Dan as a young boy. He was adorable. These pics are ... so much to me because after this installment, there was divorce and strife and we stopped taking pictures. After this I have only one more installment of pictures to share with you guys.

This is a good one, makes me smile... he wanted my doll



man I wish we still had that thing... can you imagine the stoned possibilities

Everyone goes through that "awkward phase". I normally wouldn't share this picture but look how cute he is.

No need to laugh at my hot pink leopard print spandex... it was 1991 after all

those are some cute pictures. You do sound kinda down, I don't know what I can do to cheer you up, so here's a beautiful picture
http://www.deviantart.com/view/7611151/
hang in there Caro

Stay with it girlie!

God, those picture reveal a happy childhood... You and your brother were really cute kids, and I gotta say thank you for sharing such personal aspects of your life with us... "Ne laisse pas l'amertume t'empoisonner" Caro, keep it up!

Thanks guys, it means a lot to me.

I don't have any digital pictures of the dark years, so the photo sequence picks up again when he's about 14. (Well he's about 12 in the first one, and I was 16). This is the Dan you all would have wanted to know, to smoke a bowl with this dude was chill. He hung out with 10-15 other dudes, and from what I can gather he was at the top of the pack, so to say. Which might be because he worked hard so he always had money to throw down and he had two cars - a baracuda, his dream, and a cadillac he paid $5,000 for and planned to work on and sell.

This guy was one of my best friends in life. I have come to realize he was a sacrifice... in so many ways. I wish his teenage years could have been happier. Behind those eyes is the soul of a young man who was locked down and not treated right. He was charming, nice and fun to be around anyway. Dan was a guy you could count on. Dan loved to have a good time. He was intelligent, with the mind of an engineer. I love my brother and miss him very very very much.



Dan at 14


At 15... oh God, that was so cute... I loved that style


Dan tickling our sister after we had just smoked a bowl





He climbed that little glacier to snowboard it...


Wrestling his cousin... and kicking ass, I might add





He did not think himself handsome. Ladies?

Hey everyone - I'm really sorry about the duplication.

Please post any replies in the new topic that I made an announcement, not the old one.

Mods - do not attempt to delete the shadow topic. Thanks.

From a guys point of view he was handsome. He sounds like such a dude too! I wish I could have met him ! This topic still makes me show vast amounts of emotion...life is so fragile...

i'll light my next one for him.

Caro, you are a great person, and although I never spoke to Dan, if he was related to you, he was surely a great person also.

May he rest in peace.

Why does the thread have to die, too

*hands internet tissue* His spirit will live forever... im sure those blunts hes been sharing with god have been great im gunna dedicate the first hit from my first bowl to him

well caro, the thread isnt dying off... but somehow it makes me feel silly to keep posting you should hang in there, I hope you realise most of us are with you and most, if not all of us are there if you ever need someone to talk to... so dont ignore us