So Depressed

[Sparky]

im so depressed, my convict bro is living with us now, and he is in my room the son of a bitch, he broke my playstation 2 controller and my grand theft auto 3. i havent even got a chance to play the game skwerl bought for me, she got me NCAA college football 2004, i played it like 4 times, this son of a bitch man, and i cant do shit cuz like like 5 times bigger and just got out of prison, he did like 5 years so he all buffed and crazy now. he threatens to beat the shit out of me we argue so much, he dont know if he hits me ima stab him. and me and my mother made an excuse for the cops she gonna say its his pocket knife and he tried to stab me, plus he on paroll and i dont have a police record, so its like, self defense. damn i cant even smoke in my room no more, its unfair man, seriously. i can barely tlak on the phone with skwerl cuz he has his chicken head ghetto bitches always calling. Now for TV, the tv is mine my mom gave it to me while he was locked up, and he is like, this room aint urs no more, its ours cuz im stayin in....im like. UR FUCKING 26 YEARS OLD get ya own place, then he go's...wanna pop off homie go head pop off [pop off means to fight] im like, oh yeah get my jaw broke by a grown ass man on paroll right ? whats ur fuckin problem, he like ur being a bitch thats the problem, he argues over a Tv that aint even his i come home there he is watchin my tv im stoned as fuck wanting to watch family guy or simpsons and he like, no im watchin a movie then BOOM big arguement my high is gone and so is family guy. he sucks man he denys breaking my controller the fag, and my mom wont take him out the room cuz there aint another spot for him to sleep at cuz she sleep in the living room now cuz i got caught watching porn in there [laugh ur asses off especially the ones who are stoned lmao] so he cant sleep there, and she said even if she leave she dont want him in there cuz the kitchen is right next to it and she dont want him eating up all the food [which he will do]
he just bring girls in the room while im all bummed out and aint even shower yet, im like ugh got damn man. cant even talk my gal on da phone no privacy. so i boxed up all my systems and games and put em in my mothers room till my New controller is purchased which i dunno whenthat will be, i been without ps2 for over 2 or 3 weeks now and BUD...........CAN U FUCKING BELEIVE IT NO BUD NO GAMES AND A CONVICT BROTHER, i been drinkin which im not a fan of cuz i feel shitty the next day. sorry if it sounds like im bitchin but i just had it on my mind and forgot to post this BIG problem months ago. Damn cant wait till he gets locked up again or something just as long as i get teh room back to myself and can enjoy a fat blunt naked [joking ].....maybe i should while naked, lol. anyways, it just sucks when ur tryin to watch tv and he wakes up argues with u to turn it down and go's "its 1 in the morn and u up playin games man, i gotta get up for work at 3:30 am" i go "Shit u fucked, aint my prob some dude fucks up moves in and now wasnt Grade a ass kissin ? hell no tough luck" and he go"some dude ? ok fine im some dude then you white boy" "im a white boy ? get off my dick"

"yo son.....POP OFF" then he starts flexing on me

thats him he a bit bigger now cuz these pics i took a lilw hile ago

[Sparky]

oh we look diff cuz we got diff pops, guess my mom been round the block lmao

[Caro]

OMfG. Sparky, that is seriously heartwrenching. I feel so bad for you. No privacy and all oppressed.

Can you divide the room somehow physically? A curtain or divider or such?

How old are you? When can you move out. But then isn't the rent insanely high where you live?


aaaargh. life sucks sometimes!

[Sparky]

im 17, i hit 17 sept 8th i forgot to make a topic on my b-day actually i was at skwerls house all day and night i got home at like 3 in da morn tee-hee, nah no way to devide it, its so junkie. high rent ? lmao this is the ghetto its like a little over 200 to stay here plus u dont gotta pay water, electricity or anything, just rent. well ima work for UPS when im 18 but im doin bad in school i doubt ima make it out of high school that fast prob make it out when im 19. skwerl is smarter and her dad is loaded with $ [she says she not but they loaded] if she gets a job and a apt ima move on in and ima work also, but she said she wanna go to college but i dont think she wanna go to college her ein Ny so were fucked i dunno whats the best move, caro how long u and ur man been together ? like maybe u can be some help cuz i dont know what to do

[magic_mush88]

Why doen't your mom kick him out? If I were you I would make sure he doesn't mess with your stuff like the PS2, money, and anything like that. I feel bad for you man just try to stay out of his way as much as you can.

[Sparky]

i forgot to mention, she cant kick him out, he's on paroll and he needs a place to be in when on paroll, so they can always check up on him, he was living at mu cuz's house, he ran her out now she moved alllll the way to FLorida, to top it off he hit her baby which is a new born. My mother needs him to bring papers to her to sign him out and over to someone else thats the problem, there is no one else, so were fucked, she shouldnt of signed in the 1st place, she regrets it cuz she thought he was gonna be good, pfft, he was shootin off a gun couples weeks ago being a dick, he sells crack and hangs around Bloods [the gang] all day, that fucking fuck face i hate bloods

[Sparky]

i forgot to mention AGAIN, the reason why he got locked up is because, he shot his girlfriend the motehr of his 2 kids in the leg, what a dick head, he runs out the building witht he gun and tosses it under a car and the cops saw him do it what a dick brain so he got arrested, while he was locked up he was talkin to this girl over the phone who always sent him money and cloths, he came out of prison with a shit load of shoes and cloths and when he got out he aint want nothing to do with her, he used her

[Caro]

omg. jeez....

my mom's been around the block

lmfao...so's mine...ha ha...your situation is harsh, I could not handle having only one room and have to share it with somebody you can't stand

[Sparky]

its a 3 bedroom apt also, my mom owns one, then there is mine, then there is my other brother, but he is in a wheel chair, hes disable, he's 21 but he has Cerable palsy i guess u spell it, the medical way of saying Retarted, he cant talk he just screams and make sound effects and stuff and cant walk or anything his name is Quinton

[Funk Doctor]

Looks like a pretty fucked up situation with your bro. Does he break your stuff on purpose or what?

[TokeSmoke]

jsut let him know you got him by the balls. All it takes is a phone call, and he's back to taking it in the butt! Hang in there man, sounds like you got the right ideas, by protecting your investments. You sound like you're a smart dude, that has his life in check. Keep your ass away from all that bad stuff. Stick with weed, and skwerl, and you should be alright!

[flynn]

thats all fucked up dude....just try to keep your cool hey
just try to keep your distance and stay out of each other hair

[Weedguru Sensei]

harsh, fucking harsh.
keep your head up, it'll all work out in the end.

[Sparky]

yeah he does it on purpose, cuz if u look in the controller port at the end of the wire u will see like 9 metel pins that plug into the ps2, the one in the middle was bent down flat, and i never touched that controller for over a year it just dont bend down like that, that shit face broke it,...im highj

[weedguru tom]

fucked up mate, canya not go stay at ya girls fer a lil bit