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[andriaSRH]

So I haven't smoked in two weeks or so. I've been heaving intense as fuck migraines..which only happen if I'm high , hopped up on over the counter painpills or if I'm mad. I went to the hospital the other night because I was having a panic attack and it felt like my brain was going to explode. I was playing HALO, got uber pissed, started to shake and my heart felt heavy. Good news though, I don't have a tumor and there is nothing actually wrong with me (besides the huge hospital bill that is coming my way lol)

Guess I'm over smoking pot. I still feel like my ususal self..still hyper and goofy as ever.

ALSO...Dash Berlin show not this weekend but next weekend in Chicago. So pumped...you don't even knowwww.

[AbbyRoad]

yup thats me flow. its healing up pretty badly tho. looks kinda irritated and i have a few "blow outs". you can see them in the picture. my skin near the lines looks blue almost.


poor andria :C
do you have a history with migraines or is this something new? did you get lots of tests done, and thats why the bill is going to be so high? because if not and the migraines persist id be heading back...

i didnt smoke weed for a week almost, and i started HAVING panic attacks and i couldnt keep my depressive thoughts at bay. it kinda bums me out that i dont just use weed as recreation but as actual medicine, but then i think about it some more and realize if i wasn't using weed as medicine id have to get a real prescription and that would take a doctor and diagnoses.

[JTP]

it kinda bums me out that i dont just use weed as recreation but as actual medicine, but then i think about it some more and realize if i wasn't using weed as medicine id have to get a real prescription and that would take a doctor and diagnoses.

Welcome to my world. It's hard to explain to some people (especially elderly family) that an illegal drug is actually your real medicine. Get a lot of "junkie" comments.

[AbbyRoad]

ya most people just think im a giant pot head....and i wont argue that im not. i do smoke up even when i dont need to medicinally.
a few tokes a day will keep me pretty emotionally stable, anymore then that im just getting baked with my friends.

i was trying out this system, to conserve my weed, where i only smoked up during an "attack" to snap myself out of it. but that was just to weird.

[andriaSRH]

poor andria :C
do you have a history with migraines or is this something new? did you get lots of tests done, and thats why the bill is going to be so high? because if not and the migraines persist id be heading back...

It's a new thing..that's why it scared me so much. I thought I had a brain tumor or cancer or something. They did a CT scan and blood tests...so yea..the bill is gonna be outrageous. O well..I'd rather have peace of mind then money.

I came out clean..which was a huge relief. More than likely the main reason why I felt like I was literally dying is because I was mentally fucking myself. Now that I know that's up I've been feeling alot better.

I thought smoking weed would help, but it just intensifed my paranoid thoughts.

[Gorecore]

I know, I know.

I should really fuck off with this drinking. But here it is close to 1 am and I know the girlfriend is pissed off at me.

She went to her couch with a blanket saying, "When you're ready to go to bed, come and get me."

I said, "It'll be in a few minutes." to which she replied, "That's what you said an hour ago."

Fuck.

I love her. And yet she pisses me off sometimes. She thinks I drink too much. Sunday to Thursday, nary a drop of liquor hits my lips. Then one night a week on the weekend, I decide to imbibe in several drinks of beer and rum and she freaks out. I've had 9 beer and 4 shots of rum. Forgive ME for being awake at 'almost' 1 am on a Friday night. Fuck. I should go back to smoking weed and forgetting the booze. Maybe it'd make me fall asleep at 11 pm and make her happy.

Fuck.

Or maybe I should remain single and get my own place and say, "Fuck you, world." Here's my taxes, here's my rent, here's my utilities, here's everything but a few bucks to buy some beer and weed, and my Netflix subscription, and FUCK the rest of this morbid, decayed, putrid hellhole that we supposedly call 'life'."

Life is good. Life is shit.

Fuck it all.

*sups his final beer of the night and ends*

[Ikku]

Haven't seen you around in a bit Gore. Sorry to hear of your gf troubles. My gf usually drinks up a ton with me, we go out drinking all the time. I'm a bit more responsible when she's around though, I only drink when with her. Lately I've been drinking several days a week, occasionally with a friend, often alone. Who cares. Fuckital

[zERo~Chronic]

General consensus is:

Fuck it.

[JTP]

Haven't seen you around in a bit Gore. Sorry to hear of your gf troubles. My gf usually drinks up a ton with me, we go out drinking all the time. I'm a bit more responsible when she's around though, I only drink when with her.

My girl drinks more than I do, but same; I only drink when she's around.

[wgToonces]

RIGHT


I need to stop fucking opening a beer or any drink, sitting it down next to me to type, forgetting about it, then jumping up to look for it and spilling it everywhere.

[weedguru tom]

hahah ditto! i got me a lil table to stop that!

[SToNeR ChRiS]

^ Haha I do that way too often as well... a little table would be nice to have around.

So I haven't smoked in two weeks or so. I've been heaving intense as fuck migraines..which only happen if I'm high , hopped up on over the counter painpills or if I'm mad. I went to the hospital the other night because I was having a panic attack and it felt like my brain was going to explode. I was playing HALO, got uber pissed, started to shake and my heart felt heavy. Good news though, I don't have a tumor and there is nothing actually wrong with me (besides the huge hospital bill that is coming my way lol)

Guess I'm over smoking pot. I still feel like my ususal self..still hyper and goofy as ever.

ALSO...Dash Berlin show not this weekend but next weekend in Chicago. So pumped...you don't even knowwww.

That's pretty weird (only because of my personal experience). I used to get severe migraines all the time but as I've probably mentioned a few times on these boards they went away once I started smoking daily in 2006. Since then, I've probably only had one or two. I'm moving to Los Angeles in a couple of months and since I plan on smoking less than here in Canada, one of my biggest worries is actually whether or not my migraines will return! Sucks to hear that you're going through this and weed not only doesn't help your symptoms but makes them worse. On the positive side, good to hear that it's nothing worse. Hopefully your migraines go away soon.

[SpRi7e]

maybe the headaches are stress induced?

[JTP]

Chris, just bring some nitrous whippets. Nitrous is a vasodilator, which will relieve the pressure instantly and get the blood to your brain like it should be. It's an instant migraine/headache cure. Your local headshop will have them and crackers (a tool used to open and safely release the gas).

[Bubbles]

This song explains exactly how i feel at the moment.