confused about life

[Markus Aralius]

I have a question, when i first triped i relized ALOT. so much good stuff and even a lot of bad, but i ended out being happiest i ever have been. but now 4 months later im not so happy but then not unhappy jst confused, i feel that if i trip again i might be able to trigger the happyness again. but i am fearfull to have a bad trip an to set me off even worse then i am.......if this is confusing then i am sorry but im very confused.....sugestions would be nice....thx
~aralius

[Funk Doctor]

Stop tripping maybe?

Just a suggestion.

[Midnight Toker]

Never trip with a depressed or paranoid mindset, it's just asking for trouble. Try thinking about what was making you happy during that time and go from there.

It was not the drug that made you happy, it may have opened your eyes to a few things and triggered a moment of realization, but it only caused you to see things that were already there in a different light. It didnt create things to make you happy, it just made you appreciate existing stuff more. There are natural methods to obtain happiness and enlightenment, try those before you try and find it from a chemical coctail.

[Dr. Greenthumb]

i know what you mean, when i shroom ive been so happy that ive cried

[GAZ]

i know what you mean, when i shroom ive been so happy that ive cried

I've been like that when im on pills

[chiggy chong]

i miss pills so much and speed lol but owell yeah it wasnt the drug mate jjust seeig things differently thats all lol DONT DARE TRIPP WHEN DEPRESSED it's mental suiciide just relax with ur boy girls what ever and feel the magic when ur in A GOOD MOOD LOL