path of life

[weedguru_animal]

my path through life is winding,
plenty of trouble im always finding,
on the turns, on the bends,
making as many enemies as freinds,
with those i meet,
when i move my itchy feet.

sometimes a road, sometimes a forest,
i do my best to always stay honest,
theres only one direction in which i can travel,
forward, as my desting i continue to unravel,
often i come across a choice of two paths,
one leads to adversity, the other to laughs,

how do i decide?usially i guess,
at best consider for amoment the avoidance of stress,
but i cant help but move fast,
stopping only to turn back now and then to look back at the past,
what i did wrong, what i did right,
but some areas in the rear view dont have good light,
parts of my history,
shrouded in mystery.

i must confess,
that along this path i progress,
at a greater pace, even a run,
when for long periods i dont feel the warmth of the sun,
or the natural baptism of the sea,
the affect of the natural world on me.

i know where im from,but no where im going,
but im kinda stuck still right now, cos of all the money thats owing.

this path of which i talk,
where sometimes i charge, sometimes i walk,
is littered with diversions,
im like a greek been tricked by the persians,
testing me with enticements around my perversions...

but its me who ultimately chooses the direction,
and it helps me to pretend that im my own refelction,
to give me a wider, more informed vision,
before i make each important decision.